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[*RIVER KACEY PHOENIX!]

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A small groan left the lips of River as she sat up in her bunk. Darkness surrounded her and she suddenly felt as if she was in some horror movie. But she knew she wasn't. River contemplated on pushing the curtain back and letting the light in. For once she hadn't woken up with a headache of any sort. River bit down on her bottom lip as she found her phone and looked at the text messages and calls. Her best friend, Hannah had texted her telling her he was somewhere. She sighed and opened up the picture message she had sent to see that she was happy and fine. She couldn't help but smile. Hannah was always sending her pictures from her adventures. They both traveled the world in different ways. While she went to find out what animals were amazing to photograph, she went to different states and continents to play for hundreds of people who appreciated her band. River missed her though, the two were nearly inseparable till they had to go their separate ways. Still, Hannah called her every chance she got to let her know how life was going. From what she knew she was doing fine and not getting killed. She was always the one to go and find trouble. Hopefully, she wasn't getting into that much.

River ran a hand through her blond hair as she pushed the curtain covering her bunk to the side and letting in the light. She squinted her eyes and grabbed her phone, sending a quick text to her sister. She hated it when she ignored her text. She just told her how she was doing and all of that fun stuff. She looked over the small ledge and bit down on her lip, swinging her legs over and jumping down, landing on her feet with a thump. She turned to sift through her clothes for a moment. She looked down at what she was wearing at the moment which was just a pair of boy shorts and a tank top. River took out a pair of denim shorts and a plaid shirt and went into the bathroom to get changed, throwing her dirty clothes into a laundry bag that she had brought. She applied some black eyeliner around her eyes and a bit of lip gloss before leaving the small bathroom. She ran a hand through curly hair and sighed. Wishing she had a straightener but who the hell knows where it went. She probably lost it or something,

She made her way out of the bus, being quiet so that none of her band mates would wake up or something like that. She hated waking people up when they were sleeping with her noise. Once she was out of the bus she pulled out sunglasses and lowered them to cover her eyes before walking out of the bus parking lot. She pulled out her Ipod and stuck the earbuds into her ears and turned on Panic at the disco!. She hummed as she walked down the sidewalk, her cowboy boots slapping against the pavement and stopping in front of Starbucks. She pulled open the door and welcomed the aroma of coffee as she walked in. She felt like Starbucks was a warm environment. It took her a few moments to decide what she wanted as she placed her order and took her caramel frap and her muffin and sat down at a table. She broke off a small piece of the muffin and popped it into her mouth. River yawned softly as she took a sip of the coffee. Now, it was time for her to wake up.

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[*THACKERY GAVIN PARKER!]

He just didn't know what to do. Who you might ask? Thackery Gavin Parker. What was he dealing with currently? His younger sister. He really couldn't stand her anymore and it was a shame that his parents stopped in New York just to see their son. For the past week, he juggled spending time with River and his family. They were planning on buying a house close to the city. Thackery was pleased to hear this but he really couldn't stand his little sister anymore. She was a sixteen year old little brat who loved to sleep around. Of course when he told his sister to put clothes on, she called him fat ass. That's what really set him off, and instead of freaking out he just walked out of his parent's hotel room. His mind went racing as he took the elevator to the first floor. That's when he opened the door and stepped foot into the cold city.

He loved the city because it was always so busy. He could do whatever he felt like doing. If he wanted to see a movie, it was right down the street. If he wanted to see a play, it wasn't that hard to get to. He could always just take a cab, and if he wanted great food there was food everywhere. Even though his favorite place to eat was in Little Italy, today he was going to try and find a place to relax and get a drink or something. Right now, he didn't feel like eating. After all, he felt incredibly fat. Most thought only girls got incredibly self conscious about their bodies but that wasn't true. Ever since Thackery was younger he felt like he needed to be super thin. He was on the chunky side in his middle school years and he forced himself to throw up everything he ate for about three months. That's when he got down to a weight he wanted to be out and stopped his habit. After that, all the boy did was eat healthy. You'd never catch him at a McDonalds or anything to that sort.

So, since he didn't feel like getting a bite to eat. Where would the best place to get a drink that wasn't loaded with calories? Starbucks. He loved their organic chocolate milk and it was his favorite drink of all time. Everyone who knew Thackery knew that he could live off of the little containers of chocolate milk. He walked down the New York streets to the closest Starbucks. There was about a hundred of them in this city, so he knew he couldn't be too far from one. The second he got to the first Starbucks, he opened the door. The hot air warmed up his freezing bod and smell of peppermints filled up his nostrils. Boy, did he love this place. He looked around the room to see busy people and someone caught his eye.

The girl had long blond hair and the face of an angel. He knew and loved this girl. Who was it? His beautiful girlfriend River Kacey Phoenix. When he saw her, his sh!tty mood turned into pure happiness. She really couldn't make him go from his lowest to his highest. He loved her that much. Instead of going up to her and saying hello, he went up to the counter and grabbed a chocolate milk. Thackery gave the cashier the money for the drink, and threw the change in his pocket. He walked over to the table where she was sitting and sat down in the seat next to her. "I hope you don't mind that I'm sitting here. Though, I'm almost positive you won't." Thackery said as he smiled looking at her. He couldn't understand how someone like him got together with someone like her. She was perfect in every way shape and form, and boy would he do anything for her. He was pretty convinced that he was going to marry her.

He found it pretty odd that she was at the same Starbucks that he walked to. But, that no longer mattered. He just cared about staying here with her and spending time with her. Before, it was just to calm himself down and relax. Now, it was relax with his beautiful girlfriend. Thackery was glad that he didn't come here in his pajamas or something stupid. Today, he was proud of his appearance besides the fact that he felt a little on the fat side today. It was pretty damn sad how he couldn't realize that he was as thin as possible. "So, darling what made you come here today?" He asked as he felt an urge to hold her hand. He fought it though, just so she could eat her muffin and drink her coffee. "Oh, and what are you doing for Christmas? I want to give you your gift so bad. It's a point where it's eating me alive." Thackery added to his previous question. He knew that she would absolutely love her Christmas present. Mhm, and he was hoping that she would spend Christmas at his tour bus or being invited to hers. He loved everyone in her band, especially her and her drummer.

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River was lost in her own world, the world that contained just her and Thackery. Her boyfriend, the one person she was pretty sure (aside from her brother and sister) that she would do anything for and probably die for him. She had been hurt before by many guys before him. At first, the blond was very...wary about him. But after a few months of dating well, she couldn't help but fall in love with him. He was everything she ever wanted in anybody. As she picked at her muffin the thought of her brother and sister fell into her head. She had to thank her brother for not being a over protective asshole. She knew at one point he was actually, but as soon as he saw Riv happy he pulled away. Hey, that was all she could ask for and as for her sister, she knew the girl didn't mind. She liked Thackery and how he treated River...also because Trey was in his band. She was going to have to get to the bottom of that too. It was just eating her inside and out because she was dying to know what the hell was going on. All she knew that her sister's high flying temper has been at it's worse ever since Storm came into the picture. Her and her brother usually had to hold the small brunette back from bashing the girl's head in and honestly, if Storm hurt her sister River would do nothing to stop Zui. Especially, after she called her band a bunch of animals. The blond snorted as she sipped her coffee. Animals my ass, she knew it was just Zui with the temper. Her drummer was probably calmer than most, he was headstrong but sweet and the only other person was her guitarist and he was honestly so laid back that he just stayed away from fights. So, next time the little bitch called her band a bunch of animals she better think twice.


She continued to pick at her muffin, finishing her coffee. She felt bored and alone. Honestly, she hated the feeling. River needed to constantly be entertained. It wasn't that hard though. She loved anything really. After yanking herself out of her own world she felt another presence next to her. Hearing Thackery's voice was a jolt to her system as she turned her head and grinned at him. Her bright blue eyes dancing with excitement. She could feel her stomach flipping as it normally did with him. She couldn't be any more happier with him. "No you can't actually. I was saving it for some gorgeous guy." She said jokingly as she leaned in and kissed him softly. She pulled away and finished what was left of her muffin. Crumpling the wrapper in her hands and throwing it away. Now, she didn't have to find out where he was and pick him up from whenever. She knew he was spending time with his family since they came to New York. She also knew that he was annoyed by his sister. She could feel it. River smiled at him again. Whenever he was around she wouldn't stop smiling. She was honest to god sure that he was the one for her. That special person that you can't ever let go. If they broke up she would probably be depressed for her whole life, though she knew that wasn't going to happen any time soon. That was something she never dreamed of doing. She just had trouble understanding on why he would want her. She had a pretty messed up life and she thought she never deserved anyone after all the boyfriends she had (up until him) cheated on her endlessly. River just thought that when she told him of her dark past, about how her parents killed themselves, how her sister was working for drug dealers so that she could support her and her brother and how James (their best friend) was killed and everything. That he would leave her, calling her a fuck up like every other guy. But he didn't...He stayed and that was more than she could ask for.

River shrugged and smiled, she had absolutely no idea why she came here. She knew she needed to get out of the bus and try to get some new muse for writing music. "I needed to get off the bus. This morning Zui got into a fight and came back with her knuckles split open and proceeded to punch the side of the bus. She refuses to go to the hospital again...I don't know what to do with her? Is it just me or does she seemed to be getting worse? I mean, you saw her the other day when you and my drummer were making to much noise. She lost her temper like that" River snapped her fingers to emphasize Zui's quick temper change. "She's stressed out and I'm worried so is my brother. She won't stop locking herself up in the back and writing music. I hear crashes every night and I look through that tiny hole to see her throwing around shit. At the record studio she put a crack through a glass window with a chair in the studio....Manda can't even get it out of her about what's wrong. She refuses to talk to anyone." River spoke with worry. Honestly,she hated seeing her sister so stressed out and so odd. She couldn't remember the last time Zui went into one of her pure stressed out trips where she threw shit around like a animal. "I think my brother is taking care of it because I took care of the last episode. She talks to him more too...But anyways, how are you and what are you doing here?" She asked him as she intertwined their fingers together. She loved it that his hand fit right with hers. What the hell was she doing for Christmas...? "I think this year...I'm spending it with you because my brother is taking Zui out to go spend a day with her. Treat her to something. She acts like our mother too much." She said with a laugh, remembering how Zui appointed herself as the 'mother' after her parents died. River wrapped her arms around Thackery's shoulder and buried her head into his neck. "I missed you. I also got you something...But, we have to go to my bus when you get it...and no one will be on my bus, so it'll just be you and me...Or...we can like rent a hotel room and go out to dinner or something. I don't know. I just don't know what to do for Christmas." She muttered into his neck as she smiled.

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[*THACKERY GAVIN PARKER!]

Even though Thackery felt that her siblings didn't like him, he still loved them like his own siblings. He found them all incredibly humorous and lovable. He treated them like his own, and when Zui flipped out on him for being too loud with his girlfriend's band's drummer he was astonished to see her flip out just over that. It worried him, too. But he didn't say anything to her or ask her what was wrong. He knew she was hot headed, and he didn't want to her to flip out even more or beat the crap out of him. She was the only girl he was ever afraid of. Every time she got mad, he stayed clear out of her way. Just the image of her slamming his head against the wall and punching him in the gut made him shutter in fear. That was one chick not to mess with and if you did you had to have no brain or lack brain cells.

He laughed gently when she said he couldn't sit and that she was saving it for some gorgeous boy. He raised an eyebrow just for the extra effect of his joke. "Oh yeah? Well, I think I'm going to sit anyways because I'm probably way more attractive then the man your waiting for." Thackery replied as he flexed the very little muscels that he had. He had some on him but he wasn't beefed out like Mike Tyson or someone of that sort. "Just look at my muscles!" He exclaimed in an Arnold Schwarzenegger voice as he tried to look more tough and argressive. He laughed as he set his eyebrows back to normal and put his arms back on the table and opened his chocolate milk. Most thought it was rather childish for him to be drinking it but he didn't think so. It was just so good that he couldn't help himself but spend the money on it and down it. He loved it just as much as River. If he and River ever ended it, oh boy he'd probably go on an eating spree then puke it all back up. He'd probably go into a vow of silence for awhile and never leave his room. When Trey brought up the fact that there was a possibility that they could break up, he bugged out. He was so offended by this that he didn't talk to Try for about two weeks, and when he did it was by force. It just pissed him off, and plus it was something he never wanted to think about. River was the first girl he loved, the rest we're just there for emotional support. He actually wanted to spend his time and the rest of his life with her. To be completely honest with you, if River ever cheated on him he'd pretend he never heard of it and just shake it off. He'd probably not want to hear it and ignore the fact that she told him. He just go on like nothing ever happened because she meant that much to him. If she ever lost her pretty, he wouldn't care. He'd stay with her no matter what.

Thackery sipped his chocolate milk as he sat next to his girlfriend listening to her as she spilled her problems to him. "Who did she attack? I'm not going to lie but she is getting worse and worse. I wonder what's doing it to her, too. Is something bothering her? Is there anyone or anything she has problems with" He questioned her as his face filled with obvious concern. He felt so bad for River as she questioned her sisters actions. He just imagined if that was his older sister, Tegan. He didn't believe he could live with himself if he didn't get to the bottom of it. Though if it was Joelle, he really wouldn't care. He honestly could not stand the girl. She was a little slut who always had a bitter tone. "I'd try to talk to her but I don't think she even likes me." He admitted as he released a small sigh. He honestly believed she didn't like him. Well you really couldn't blame him. "I'm here well...I couldn't take Joelle anymore. She keeps calling me Fathackery or fat ass or the infamous closet eater." He released a small sigh and looked at his thighs. He really wished they were smaller. Though if he did loose weight he probably wouldn't exist. He was so small framed and his color bones popped out disgustingly. He was like a walking skeleton. Thackery felt her hand grab his and he felt so more secure and a lot happier. He loved holding her soft and delicate hands. When she told him that she missed him, he felt joy through out his whole body. She made him feel important and he liked that. "I missed you too, babe. I really like the idea of me treating you to dinner and going a hotel room." He said as he placed his head on hers. They were just too cute. Like I swear this was a photographic moment to put on a Christmas card.

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music // moshi moshi - brand new
outfit // click!
notes // thackery & river sittin' in a tree ; D || © suicide season for the banner
lyrics // stiff kittens by blaqk audio
credits // oh, FORGET me not // @ Caution 2.0 <3

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River thought that everyone on the tour knew that Zui Phoenix was the resident hot headed, chair throwing slightly crazy guitarist of Theatre of Robots and that when people pissed her off it got so scary that sometimes River wondered how much longer would it be till her sister was pushed off the edge completely? How long till she snapped into pieces like she had that one time where River nor her brother could even touch her in fear of her breaking something. It got like this every time this time of year came around. Zui hated Christmas with a burning passion and River knew exactly why she hated it. She just never brought the subject up. God she hoped her sister got better. They were never on tour when this time of year came around. They always made sure she was at home, safe, not near anyone who'd she like to kill. It was a miracle that River and her brother kept their violent sister at bay during those times. Most of the time they'd handcuff her to the chair just to make sure she didn't run out and try to get revenge on those who killed James right in front of her. That extra bullet did it. That and they had to make sure she never got into a car, she knew the thought ran through Zui's head all the time.

River smiled at her amazing boyfriend. She honestly loved him so much. "Mm, you totally are. I mean...the guy I'm waiting for is gorgeous too...but you just beat him all the way." She grinned as she kissed him again. She couldn't help but giggle as he did his little Arnold Schwarzenegger impression. God, he was so cute. Honestly, River didn't care that he wasn't tough or aggressive. She rather have Thack's sweetness than anything. She couldn't even dream of him being mean or shit like that. He was never mean to her even when they got into fights (which happened rarely) She always ended up forgiving him or admitting she was wrong or something like that. She couldn't, no she refused to stay mad at him. Once they didn't talk for three days and she was too stubborn to make the first move. Honestly, those three days felt like three years. She ended up breaking and talking to him. She never wanted that to happen to her again. It was absolute hell for her when she didn't speak to him. River was sure about Thackery, about how she was meant to spent the rest of her life and everything else with him. She couldn't imagine someone better than him. To admit it she was just in love. She was in complete love with him and he knew it. She told him all the time though. Every time she uttered those words she meant them so much. She didn't care if he got ugly or something, she just loved him for him. She saw past his looks all the time and that was what she loved about him. Was that he just seemed different than anyone else. Everyone else seemed plain but he didn't. To her Thackery was just everything and more....She would die if she lost him...To anyone or anything.

As her boyfriend asked her the questions, she couldn't help but feel a bit sorry for her sister. Zui seemed to take a lot more.....than her and her brother. Their parents meant a lot to her...Especially their dad and the man who she worked for. Who took care of them after their parents died as repaying Zui for helping him. They all died and it didn't take a lot for River to see that her sister took much of the hit. It made her upset. "That...Storm Wilson girl? You know? Trey slept with her. I was there when it happened when she like went insane. Well, I left after realized my brother could handle it. She rubbed it in Zui's face...who really really likes him but of course she won't say anything because she's afraid to and we all know Zui and she was already having a day. She broke the studio glass with a chair and threw a bottle of jack against the wall. My brother said he'd never seen her so....ready to fight like that since...the last time she had gotten to a serious fight the last time. That was like four years ago too. Honestly, after James was killed I think something like snapped because that's the last person extremely close to her who had died and she blames herself for everything that happened. We still can't talk her out of it either." She said as she sighed softly. "Naw, she's just been in a shitty mood. Christmas was when he died. That's why my brother is going to take her out to distract her."She said as she kissed his cheek. She knew Zui didn't hate him. It was just that her sister had a odd way of showing things. Her eyes narrowed as he told her what his sister said. "Don't listen to her. You are none of that. I love you for you okay? I don't want you to change." She told him as she looked up into his eyes. She knew..that Thack had this whole thing where he needed to stay thing. She just didn't want him to die or anything. She needed him. "Mm, I think that's a plan then. You know I love you right?" She had to say it a lot....Just so he knew how much she loved him.

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