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Post by *ZUI NIXON PHOENIX! on Dec 21, 2009 15:20:42 GMT -5
The heat was horrible, or well in the mind of someone dreaming about heat it was horrible. It burned horribly against her skin. She wasn’t even sure what the hell it was. Zui always had these sorts of dreams where she couldn’t figure out if life had gone after her or if she was just dreaming. She wanted to know though; she wanted to know why she was handed over that sort of past.. Knives sliced open her body…dissecting her? She couldn’t tell but the pain felt as real as anything. She couldn’t even scream. She had no voice. It had left her. No voice meant she couldn’t scream or cry out or anything. The pain and the heat were so bad. She could feel it in her bones, the burn of the heat felt as if it was melting her bones. Voices…. She wasn’t even sure. She could see shadows hovering over her and could only make out their bright white teeth that would turn in a grin. Her stomach lurched and if anyone was watching her from outside of her head. Her body was shaking and flailing and she was shaking and screaming for it to go away. No one ever quite knew what the ‘it’ was. They all just assumed she was having the nightmares about the time their parents died. She was…She was just having the nightmares about what they would do to her after they killed her or if she wasn’t dead yet. She didn’t want to die after every that happened. After her siblings got hurt, after she had hurt everyone around her that one day. After watching him die. She wanted to die then but not now. She was safe…or so she thought. She hoped they never knew where she was. She couldn’t handle the thought of them…. coming for her. They told her they would. They told her they would find her and kill her like her family. She still believes it. She still goes nowhere without a knife or anything else. She’s afraid and she would admit to no one but River and her brother. The dream or well, nightmare went on like this. It felt like white-hot heat cut into her bones, burning their way through her. The screams were probably loud enough to wake someone and it did. She probably sounded like she was being murdered but no one in the nightmare could hear it. If anyone like River walked into the scene they would find her on the ground curled up in a ball crying her eyes out and trying to smack people away and that’s exactly how she found her. Insanity honestly, River , couldn’t help seeing her sister apparently looking like this.
Zui still hadn’t wakened up from the dream but she was sitting up in it. Staring at all the faces, the people who killed her family. Her ex best friend, the one that she loved so much but never saw due to the murder. She wanted to cry and wasn’t sure if she was. She couldn’t handle it as she sat up she looked down at her body, it was opened up. Inside weren’t body parts but fucking flames. The flames enveloped her, taking her in. Screaming was never help. This was all unbearable though she was burning to death and no one would help her. She was struggling and she could feel herself being tied down, taking deep breathes of air to try and cool her burning lungs. Burning, they were burning. She wasn’t even breathing. She scratched at the metal table she was placed on. It was like a fucking horror movie where she was strapped down. “Stop, Zui stop!.” Someone’s voice broke through and she could barely tell whom it was. Ahh, River How could she trust her if she was just standing there with them? How could she even think of trusting her help her? She was one of the ones who were causing the terrible burning pain. Finally, she had found her voice and started screaming. Bloodcurdling loud long screams, "Help” She couldn’t keep the words from leaving her throat. She twisted and turns causing more pain to shoot through her bones and body.
“Zula, Zula calm down calm down stop.. “ The voice told her but she wouldn’t listen. “IT’S BURNS” Her screams echoed through the house, while another person joined the crowd. Her brother, her best friend, he wasn’t there staring at her. “HELP ME” It only took a few minutes for someone’s cool arms wrap around her and soothe the burning pain. She had no idea where she was but she wasn’t in pain after she opened her eyes. The blurred sight of a bus was what she saw. Zui took in a shaky breath. Her lungs weren’t burning…. Nor was her body. Her body seemed fine except for the layer of sweat that had soaked her entire body. She leaned her head against her brother’s chest and sighed. She did it again, thinking that she was taken and dying. She should of known that she was doing that. She always did. Every night they came into her mind causing trouble. These terrible nightmares were apparently her way of coping. Coping what? She had no idea. She shook still. Shaking was an after shock. Her brother's arms tightened around her.
“You’re okay. Its’ Just a dream…Just a dream." She listened to his soothing voice as it calmed her down. River stood above her and her brother handed her over. Her small body was so easy to lift and carrying around. Zui wrapped her arms around her sister’s neck and started sobbing into it. “What was it about?” She asked her in a soft voice as her body racked with sobs. “T-they had…c-cutting my bones with fire” She honestly, couldn’t get a straight answer out. After two minutes of calming herself down. She swallowed and tried to soothe the headache she had. “There was people all around me, you, mom dad, him, James" She took a deep breath before continue. “They were there…Cutting into my bones and breaking them in half, cutting into my body. It burned like a fucker Riv. I sat up and looked down and I was cut open, I never saw my insides just…f-fire.” She mumbled as she held herself close to him. She felt safe in his arms even though he was there. “Another one huh? That one sounds worse than the last when you were well…yeah” She said as she smoothed out her hair. Zui couldn’t help but smile. She really did love the two of them with all her heart. They were there for her so much and she couldn’t process what would happen if they were ever to disappear. “ Thanks guys. I love you” She voiced her thoughts as she slowly stood up, running a hand through her dark brown hair and sighed. She looked at the clock, two a.m. "I'm going out to the park." She said as she sighed to herself.
Getting up she splashed water on her face and grabbed some clothes. She slipped on a Stooges shirt over her head and a skirt. Putting on her cowboy boots. After tying her hair up she slipped out of the bus and slipped on her leather jacket. Her loved leather jacket. She would marry that jacket if she could. She walked in the dark, her mind racing as she reached the park and laid down on a bench. She looked up at the sky. Stupid...Fucking...Nightmares.
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Post by *TREY VINCENT BRAYLON! on Dec 21, 2009 16:46:29 GMT -5
• THIS PART OF ME • YOU'LL NEVER KNOW THIS PART OF ME I'LL NEVER SHOW - - - - - - - - - - - -Today was a rather rough day for everyone's favorite Trey. He had a pounding headache and his stomach wouldn't settle for anything. He was pretty much hung over. He had no idea what took place the night before. He had a hard time remembering what exactly happened. He knew he got super trashed and he hooked up with a girl last night. Oh no, he looked up with a girl? He probably had her number in his phone and she probably got his. Trey really didn't want to bother with anyone he slept with. Personal ties and sleeping with someone was something completely different. He always felt bad for the girl the night after, having hopes of dating someone in a band. But oh well, it wasn't happening. If it was easy for him to get in your pants, then he defiantly thought it would be easy to get you to date him. He didn't like that. He loved a challenge.
Even in high school he found dating a challenge for him. Trey could never find a girl he really like, he never really felt love before. It was something he really wanted, but now that he was famous it was hard to find. Either they wanted him for his good looks or the money he was making. It didn't make sense to him. He was pretty much thinking he'd die all alone. No wife, no kids. Of course he didn't want a wife and kids now, but he was twenty three and it was something he looked forward to having. In seven years he'd be thirty, then he'd have to settle down. He wanted to be able to settle down but still enjoy the life of the rich and the famous. It was the life he had always wanted.
The boy always thought way too much and this was a deadly trait. Being lost in your mind, and thinking too much never helped anyone. It always made a turn for the worst. In order to clear his mind, he made it over to his shower and turned the water on. He slow began to remove each article of clothing from his body and then throwing it into the laundry basket. Each time he threw an article, he checked the water temperature. By the time he got to his boxers, the water was warm enough. Trey stepped inside the shower and grabbed a bar of soap. He released a sigh as he rubbed it all over his body, making sure he was clean. After rinsing the soap off of his body, he grabbed the shampoo. He massaged it lightly into his scalp then rubbed it in more till he found it fit to get it out of his hair. The warm water washed the soap suds out of his hair. When he got done conditioning, he let the water splash upon his pale naked body. Showers always made him feel better.
His rather large feet hit the tile in his bathroom, and he reached to the small cabinet and grabbed a white towel. Boy, did he love spending nights in hotels. Trey loved hotels so much better then tour buses, to be completely honest he couldn't stand a tour bus. He always felt cramp and that he didn't have his own personal space. He had a hard time dealing with the tightness. He liked to be free and he liked to spread out. Trey walked out to his suitcase after tying the towel around his waste, and then began to dig in it for an outfit. He finally found a pair of black tight krew jeans and a black shirt that read mini. Trey found it rather difficult to find a pair of socks. It took him some time of searching to finally find a white pair. He slipped them on his feet and the went searching for his neon colored Osirius shoes. He found them underneith the small table in his hotel room, he grabbed them and put them on his feet. The last thing to grab was his grey beanie hat, and he pulled his hat over his head. Now he was ready to go out.
Where to go? Trey thought as he stepped outside of his hotel room. Where would a great place to relax? It finally registered in his brain where to go. The park! He used to go there all the time as a child and it always freed his mind from school. He began to walk to the park. When he arrived he released another great sigh. It felt great to be able to walk into the warm sun and feel it being absorbed in his black pants. He wondered if anyone would notice him, he really hoped not. That wouldn't be so swell.
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*ZUI NIXON PHOENIX!
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Post by *ZUI NIXON PHOENIX! on Dec 21, 2009 17:51:54 GMT -5
It was horrible, dreams like that stayed in Zui's head. She never knew exactly why she had them. She did, she just hoped that she would be fine for the next few days. She took a deep breath. She knew that wasn't the case. Zui's head worked like a fucking record. It repeated things like that. She shivered a bit, the scenes played through her head. Nightmares like that were burned into her mind. Never forgetting any of them. Zui chewed on her bottom lip softly and closed her eyes. They snapped open as she sat up, bringing her knees to her chest. The people who knew Zui knew this wasn't normal behavior for the nineteen year old brunette. She had a habit of walking around and causing as much trouble as she could. She ran a hand through her dark hair again, this time playing with the strands between her fingers. Letting out another sigh she leaned against the bench. Her fingers laced together in front of her knees as she chewed on the inside of her cheek, she wished she could stop thinking about things. That they wouldn't haunt her. It would work out for the best for her if she did. But of course that wasn't going to happen. She knew to well that it wasn't going to happen. "Fuck Zui, can't you just forget shit like that." She said as she just wanted to bash her head against a pole.
She hated it so much, her phone shook in her pocket and Zui untangled herself from the odd position and her feet settled on the ground. She took out the phone and slid it open, reading the text from her sister. Touching the open text she read the message. ' Are you okay?' what the hell did she think? Zui...Okay? She hasn't been okay since nineteen fucking ninety three. Only because she couldn't remember the last time she was fucking okay. She could feel herself losing her temper. Tears, gathered in her eyes and fell down her cheeks. Like she couldn't even figure why she was like that. It might of been because James died...Well, she caused the whole thing. She didn't except people to know about that though. The only person who did know was River and her brother. Only because she knew....she could trust them to never bring it up again. For the longest time she just wanted to stop doing anything that had to do with him. That meant playing music or even going out. That was her best friend. HER best friend. She caused him to die. Of course, she never forgave herself for it as much as people said it wasn't her fault that he was hit by the car. He was hit by a car because he was protecting her...Or well.. attempting to.
She tried to push the memory from her head. No, she didn't want to remember it. She took out her itouch and plugged the earbuds into her ears, turning on The Maine on high volume, sitting back against the bench and moving her head up to the sky. She breathed in. She'll be fine. Closing her eyes as thought she heard movement. But with the music blasting so loud she wasn't sure if it was just in the background of the music. But, that feeling that feeling that someone was watching her or just around the general area. Playing with her heart necklace between her fingers she wanted opened her eyes as she her hand traveled down towards the lace on her shirt. It was keeping her mind off of things as she fiddled with the piece of fabric. Honestly, she really didn't even notice her outfit was sorta odd...today. The frilly skirt...that...she really never paid any attention to how frilly it was till now and her cowboy boots didn't match anything. Jeez, she needs to look before she dresses even though...she hates caring about that. Zui has always been the type to never give a shit about how she dressed. But today, she was feeling different for once. After a few minutes she still couldn't get over that feeling. Taking her earphones out of her ears she stuffed the itouch and earbuds into her pocket and stood up for a moment, stretching her arms up and bending her back. She heard a satisfying crack and yawned. Fuck, she forgot she was crying as she wiped her tears away and sniffled....Great, now it looked like she was crying. That was exactly what she needed for this. Zui...Hated crying. The whole crying is weak thing was definitely her.
Zui looked at the ground and clenched her fists together for a few moments, trying to control her emotions as she looked up and started walking. She was still looking at the ground when she ran into someone. Zui, being the tiny girl she was just bounced back. Instant anger flashed through her as she bit down on her lower lip, keeping her from cursing out whoever this person was. "Sorry." She muttered darkly before looking up, her eyes widened a bit as she jumped a little. "I mean er... sorry" She said as she pushed the bangs from her eyes. Trey Braylon, she knew him. Only because of River and yes they were friends once again only because her sister was dating his band's lead singer. To put it simply Zui had a small, okay well big crush on him. She never said a thing only to River...who must of known stuff she didn't considering who she was dating. Still, Zui was just his friend right? Just friends? She was now going to hate herself for thinking about things like this. She couldn't just push it from her head like everyone else right? She probably looked like a fucking mess, like she just got out of bed...which was the truth. She did.
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Post by *TREY VINCENT BRAYLON! on Dec 21, 2009 19:11:57 GMT -5
• THIS PART OF ME • YOU'LL NEVER KNOW THIS PART OF ME I'LL NEVER SHOW - - - - - - - - - - - - He looked at all the gorgeous trees that swayed gently in the breeze. He loved trees, they were the most gorgeous things on earth. He always wanted to get a tattoo of the tree in the Nightmare Before Christmas on his side, but he didn't think it would look manly. You know, the tree in the beginning with the skeletons hanging from it. Trey was pretty much in love with that movie. It was his favorite. He was going to try to convince the guys to do a remake of the sing Making Christmas or Poor Jack. They were his favorite songs in the whole movie. He admired Danny Elfman and couldn't believe that a musician could be that flawless. All his music was perfect. All of Trey's ring tones were from The Nightmare Before Christmas, his text message one was Sally's Song. How cute. He had an obsession that wasn't creepy. Ha ha.
He continued to stroll down the road slowly absorbing the scenery. He just loved the park it was beautiful. Instead of thinking about his future, he was thinking about all the animals that would live in that tree. Trey wasn't a flamer or anything but he did love animals. His favorite was cats, he loved the hairless ones and hoped to get one of his own sometime soon. He was a softy when it came to animals. That's why he has been a vegetarian for ten years, ever since he was thirteen he decided not to eat meat. Ever since then he never ate a piece of meat and really was never tempted. One thing he couldn't do was become vegan. There was no good vegan food, and boy did Trey love food. While he was walking something hit into him.
Trey looked at the girl who he bombarded with He let out a small chuckle as she apologized. "Don't worry doll, it's my fault really," The gentle words poured from his mouth. He wasn't a jerky kind of kid who would yell watch what your doing, or even say eh whatever. He always had to say something formal, well that's when he wasn't bragging. He gave her a once over. Trey knew she looked someone he knew, but didn't exactly remember who she was. For a second, he thought it was the girl he slept with last night. But when he regonized who it was, he honestly wanted to knock himself out. It was Zui! Duh, how could be so stupid? He knew her sister River, and he was almost certain he had talked to her a lot. He always thought that both of the sisters were adorable. He wasn't going to lie though, Zui was a lot prettier then River. Well, he always thought dark hair was so much more attractive then light.
"Well hello, Zui. How are you? " He asked her with a giant grin on her face. Now, he found someone to spend his day with. This was exciting. He had something that would distracting him from further thinking and probably from getting completely wasted and hooking up with another random woman again. Plus, he'd like to spend some time with her she seemed like a really chill girl. "How's your band doing and your sister?" He continued to ask her questions because he was curious to see how everything was going. He was really interested in things that weren't about himself unlike most celebrities these days. Trey was a pretty cool guy once you got to know him.
After their small chat began to take a couple steps. "Walk with me?" That was another question he asked the pretty young girl. He had no idea how young she was but he knew that she had to be younger then him. Trey was twenty three years old, she had to be under twenty three. She looked she was about eighteen years old but he wasn't sure. He really didn't care as long as if she was over seventeen. He didn't want to get drug with her and then other things happen. He'd feel so gross if she was under. He didn't feel like being accused of statutory rape because that would be the downfall of his career. Trey was getting ahead of himself though, he probably wasn't going to sleep with her. One, he knew River and two, he didn't think she was the easy or drinking type. To him, she seemed classy.
What did Trey think of the girl? He thought she was a gorgeous looking girl. He was totally digging her nose piercings and thought they were adorable on her. Let's not forget the monroe piercing on her small fragile face. Normally he didn't really go for facial piercings on girls but this girl was an exception. They looked so cute on her, and it really showed her personality. Trey thought her outfit was cute, it was cute in the difference sense. He thought her skirt was rad, and cowboy boots looked really great on her. Her outfit was completely fab. After really looking at her appearance and coming to the conclusion that she looked like a little barbie doll, he noticed something else. He noticed that she didn't look too happy. He was afraid to ask her what was wrong because he didn't want to offend her. He was just going to wait till later.
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Post by *ZUI NIXON PHOENIX! on Dec 21, 2009 20:30:05 GMT -5
She was pretty happy it was a nice day. Honestly, she would hate it if it was crappy, due to her need to be outside all the fucking time. If she wasn't well, then. It wouldn't be fun for anyone. She had this thing with excessive energy. Walking it off always helped and throwing things....but that was angry energy and she wasn't particularly angry...more...sad? Yeah, sad. That was a good word except she hated showing it. So, honestly, no one could tell if she was crying or not. She didn't show sadness that well even though it never ended for her. She bit down on her bottom lip as she started thinking about the past again, was it the reason for her unnecessary anger? Probably...It did do a lot when she worked for......Ryan. It wasn't that she didn't want to. Hell, she had to. If she didn't her brother and sister would of died. She didn't want that. She didn't mean for anyone to get hurt that night when she had to make those fucking choices.
She still had Riv and her brother though. She still had them and honestly, they were there for her more than James would of ever been despite him being her best friend well, was her best friend. Death, stop thinking about death damn it. Zui wanted to scream at herself for thinking. Right then a bit of a home sickish feeling washed over her. She had no home to go back to really, just a nice apartment that she shared with River. With their parents and gone she really had nothing else to go 'home' to. She wished they never died....It would of been so much easier to go through things if they weren't dead. That's why she had Riv and her brother...because her parents knew they would all help each other, except Zui hasn't felt like she had been helping. She felt like she caused everything with her anger and temper.
Zui smiled gently as she stuck her hands into the pockets of her leather jacket. "Uh, no it's er my fault" Well, that was a first. Zui actually taking the fault for something that was a complete accident. Honestly, she would argue with someone for a about a hour about something that stupid but instead, she wasn't in the mood for arguing with anyone about that. Running a hand through her dark brown hair she remembered a time when it use to be like her sister's ghostly blond. She hated it and went with this dark brown reddish color. The phone in her pocket shook again and a rather odd expression came across her face as it played LoveGame by Lady Gaga. She moved the bangs out of her eyes against just as the swung back in... She knew exactly who changed her ring tone. Next time her brother touched her phone she was going to cut off his hand....Scary thing was he probably knew she was serious. Taking the phone out of her pocket to shut it off...She looked at the one miss call thing as it rang again, causing her to jump. She turned the phone off and put it back into her pocket. No one would bother her now. Well, she could only hope.
Zui smiled as she ran a hand through her hair again, trying to pat down the crazy bed head she had. How was Zui? A lot better now since he got here. Maybe she could just hang around with him, take her mind off of shit she should of stopped thinking about a year ago. "I'm fine...Just walking around. River kicked me out of the bus...said I shouldn't be sitting there wasting energy." She said, well lied straight through her teeth. What was she suppose to say? I had a nightmare that was so bad that she had to leave the bus to calm herself down? There was no way in hell she was going to do that. That meant she had to explain what the nightmare was about and honestly, she didn't want to go there. Miraculously, despite the fighting the three siblings went through, the band stayed together. The rest of the members just laughed at their silly fights between Zui and River, since her brother never got into the middle of it. The two girls ended up giggling and hugging calling each other ugly and stuff like that. That was their language. Ugly was just something they said to each other in baby voices. "We're fine, ya know? I mean I wake up to three men snoring away and River is sometimes loud as fuck when she sleep talks...But my sister is fine...She's...trying not to strangle the band because we're a bunch of disorderly bandits that like to steal her shit...I blame those three boys well...er...yeah three boys even though on of them doesn't...count..cause he's prettier than me and Riv put together." She said with a laugh. Their drummer, is well...a tranny? Honestly, she loved the kid. He was almost like her...which was funny. She'd never think she would get along with someone like her. But she was and living with him. Still, the two were close.
Zui found herself thinking to herself when his words shook her out of her mind. She nodded and smiled. "Sure" She told him as she slipped her hands into the pockets of her jacket. It was funny, people always thought that the sister's were older than each other in years rather than minutes. They always thought that River was older than Zui too. Ha! that was wrong. All three of the Phoenix's were a minute or two apart. Zui was the oldest, then River, then her brother...Which was weird, seeming as he looked the oldest out of the three of them while she was younger. But nope, they were nineteen years old. Not even close to legal...which well, they were doing illegal things ever since they were fifteen...Probably younger in Zui's case since they followed her.
Zui's style was always a little different. Her punk rock Joan Jettish influences had always given her a odd sense of style. On stage and off. She never got dressed up to play on stage just because this was what she normally wore everyday...sometimes. So, she started walking, her boots were actually pretty comfortable for walking as she played with her monroe ring. She was actually, not thinking about James too much. Maybe this was a good thing as she smoothed out her Stooges shirt. One of her favorite bands. Ancient Punk was Zui's thing. "So...How are you?" She asked him, looking down at the ground for a moment.
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Post by *TREY VINCENT BRAYLON! on Dec 21, 2009 21:53:30 GMT -5
• THIS PART OF ME • YOU'LL NEVER KNOW THIS PART OF ME I'LL NEVER SHOW - - - - - - - - - - - -Trey laughed as he heard her ring tone. He loved Lady Gaga with all of his heart. He had no idea why but he loved listening to her music. He even went out and bought her new cd. He wasn't ashamed when he bought it either. He told the cashier that he couldn't wait to open it and listen to it on the ride home. Thank god the cashier didn't recognize him, or anyone else at the mall. Even though he loved Lady Gaga, he would never wear a Lady Gaga shirt. His friend and band mate Jem got it for him, but he told him he wouldn't wear it. Instead he just carried it a long with him. "I love your ringtone. I love Lady Gaga, if I could marry her I would do it in a new york minute." He told her as he expressed his love for Lady Gaga. He didn't think she'd judge him just because of his crush on Lady Gaga. When people told him that she was a hermaphrodite, he cried. No joke. He never wanted to here those words as long as he lived.
Hearing that River kicked her out of the bus made him let out another chuckle. "Well, she has a point. Everyone could use fresh air." He agreed with River. He loved going out for walks when he had nothing to do or wasn't feel like himself. When he felt incredibly insecure he always went for a walk and tried to think things through. Despite the fact that he hated the winter, he still loved walking around in the snow. Trey loved beautiful scenery, it just made him feel like the world was beautiful even though humans did some pretty ugly things. Like I said, the kid was a nut over nature and animals. He was the kind of person who recycled and did beach clean ups.
He smiled as his ears filled with her pretty words of saying that her and her sister were just fine. Trey was glad to hear that they were doing good. The joke about the tranny drummer made him laugh. He saw the kid before and always wondered if it was a girl or guy. He finally asked Jem and discovered that it was a man gone girl. Trey didn't judge though, whatever floats that kids boat is his choice. He didn't think it was wrong or anything. After all it wasn't his life. He knew the whole disorderly band. Sometimes his band would do the same, argue and flip out. Jem never really went to meet and greets and it pissed some band members off. But hey, he was a shy kid. He just didn't like meeting fans. "Well, I'm glad to hear you all are doing well besides your band problems." Trey let out another laugh thinking about them all arguing. He could picture Zui flipping out and grabbing River's hair and tugging as hard as she could. Ouch.
As he continued to walk next to her in the park he had a large smile on his face. "I'm glad you could join me," He announced as he placed his hand over his phone in his pocket and pressed down on it so it would stop vibrating. He was expecting a call from his step sister but it really didn't matter right now. He loved talking to his step sister but it could wait. After all he was with Zui, and that would be really rude. Rude was something he wasn't. Sure, he could be incredibly cocky and feel that he was always right but he wasn't a dick. Well sometimes his cockiness portrayed him as a real ass but he really wasn't.
Trey totally thought her style was pretty dang rad. He really didn't have a style. He always just wore t-shirts and tight jeans. His shoes were either neon colored osirius, normal colored van slip ons, or any kind of converse. "I'm doing great. Kind of confused on what happened last night but I'm glad I don't know." He explained with another chuckle at the end. He wasn't going to lie and tell her he remembered. He didn't know why he added that to the end but he did. There was no way of taking it back, but he thought she might find it humorous in a sense.
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Post by *ZUI NIXON PHOENIX! on Dec 22, 2009 6:45:37 GMT -5
Zui didn't mind Lady Gaga, actually. She thought the woman's fashion sense was amazing. She could only wish she could pull outfits off like that. Out of all things though she wished she could write lyrics like her. Sure, her and River cowrote songs together. They always came out good but Lady Gaga just had that touch. Although, if she had to pick between Katy Perry and Lady Gaga...Katy Perry would win hands down. She loved loved loved Katy Perry it was really bad. Like a fucking obsession or something. She had like eight things Katy Perry. Her computer background was Katy Perry. Yes, she loved Katy Perry and Joan Jett. It was Joan Jett and Katy Perry. She laughed as he commented on her ringtone. "Honestly, I think my brother put it there to piss me off...I just think it's funny. Although, if he deleted my Katy Perry ringtone I would of killed him. I mean I don't swing that way but if I was a guy I would totally bang her." She told him, grinning. Yeah, she didn't care if she admitted that. It was funny as hell. Her sister often teased her about. It was a odd thing. That was the relationship between Zui and Riv. They teased each other twenty four seven.
Zui just shook her head. She was a inside kid unless it meant going out at night. She loved the night. She had a fascination with the stars and the moon and night time things. Probably because in Vegas she spent her majority of time outside at night that she felt like a vampire. She sighed and bit down on her lip. Riv always acted like the older sister...that was something she noticed. "Yeah, but I was sleeping...and I don't get enough of it believe me." Another lie. She wasn't sleeping. She was sleeping alright but it was all a nightmare. She was right about not getting enough of it. Honestly, if it wasn't for the invention of energy drinks she'd be dead from exhaustion. She knew that for a fact. From what the doctors said the last time she saw them was that she only got like four hours a sleep every night till the nightmares started coming. On some nights she'd be lucky on others she wouldn't. Her sleep cycle was so messed up from touring that she just didn't care. "I'll just have to force her off the bus when she's sleeping...paybacks a bitch." She laughed,she probably would do that to her sister. Zui had a thing of being pretty damn evil to River sometimes.
She loved how one of the reasons why their band was awesome was because of her drummer. Jaims was a odd person to say the least. She knew him when he wasn't like that. Which is hard to believe because he made a hott guy too. Zui liked him better like a girl though, oddly enough. He was just so much prettier and he fit it better than being a guy. Of course, she had helped him with his er...tranniness. How couldn't she? She did his hair at some points and taught him make up till he got it right. Mhm, that boy..Well, girl had come a long way. She smiled, her band problems did sometimes get out of hand depending on who caused them. If it was Zui everyone had to duck and cover. If it was River everyone just needed to listen as for the boys...they were really causing trouble except for her brother but that was because he was related to her and if you were related to her....Well, you had a temper as part of the prize. Except his and River's weren't that bad. Sure, River got pissed and sure, he got pissed. But Zui's was full blown I'm gonna fucking kill you bad. That was what she got for being influenced by a bunch of riff raft punks in Vegas. She hung out with the wrong crowd she admit, going to the dangerous punk shows. But fuck that, it was so much more fun then going to see Brittany Spears or something. "Yeah, I mean every now and then we all get into a fight but that's normal." She said shrugging her shoulders, most of the time when she fought with her band members they were all over it in five minutes.
Walking was actually nice..for a change. Usually, if she was at a park she just laid on the bench and even went to sleep. Yeah, real safe Zui real safe. "Well, glad I could...walk with you. I was ready to get up and go back to the bus and probably get yelled at and pushed back out the door by Riv." She said as she chewed on the inside of her cheek. She always had weird habits, chewing on her lip, chewing on her cheek, getting into unneeded arguments (happened to much) She had a bunch of habits while with other people too, like not talking...that much.
Style was always Zui's strong point and she guessed that was a good thing if people liked what she wore. She laughed and shook her head. "Let me guess, someone got seriously drunk didn't they?" She said as she walked around. Sure, Zui got drunk but not every night. It was something she didn't do as much as her brother or her other band mates. She knew River didn't touch alcohol that much, nor did she drink it at the parties they went to. Zui was another case. She was in between. Sometimes she got drunk as fuck, stumbling around and can't remember shit or sometimes she'd just have one drink. It all depended on what kind of day she was having. If she was anger...Down it went if she wasn't she would just be calm, which wasn't a word in Zui's dictionary but yes it did happen. Zui was calm sometimes and not angry or all over the place. She swore if she was a puzzle she'd lose pieces too much. "I know the feeling sometimes." She told him. Hell, she could remember the times where she woke up and had no idea what the hell was going on.
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Post by *TREY VINCENT BRAYLON! on Dec 23, 2009 22:40:05 GMT -5
• THIS PART OF ME • YOU'LL NEVER KNOW THIS PART OF ME I'LL NEVER SHOW - - - - - - - - - - - - Katy Perry was another woman that he would totally do. So, he'd have to agree with her on the whole Katy Perry thing. Not only did she have great music and great lyrics but she was totally hot. Trey really loved brunettes, he thought they we're the hottest things ever. His least favorite kind of girls we're ones with multi colored unreal hair. It really bothered him when he saw someone with bright pink hair or light blue. He felt that it hurt his eyes in a sense. If he had to make a list of hair styles he hated, it wouldn't be a huge one. He hated when girls got bright purple highlights or green tips, it was just unreal. To him, it was just unnecessary and unattractive but that was just his opinion. This was another thing he would fight with someone about. The stupid hair colors, and of course he would stick to his opinion no matter what. He was a very opinionated man, and he didn't want to hear anything different from anyone. That was just Trey for you. He laughed when he heard her saying her brother did it to piss her off. "Siblings man. They are such a pain, but you gotta love them anyways."" Okay, he wasn't creeped when she said that she would bang Katy Perry, actually he was playing it out in his head. Just he wasn't picturing her as a guy. What a pervert. Ha ha, but you just had to love the kid. "I agree with you on that one. She's very attractive and if I had the chance, I totally would too." He added nodding his head gently. Zui was a pretty rad girl, and he couldn't deny it. Plus, she was pretty damn hot. A lot hotter to Katy Perry.
Sleeping issues? Trey never really had them so really he couldn't feel her pain. There was a couple times he couldn't sleep, so he did understand that it sucked but normally he got a lot of sleep and always woke up energetic. After high school, he no longer had to stay up late and write a report, that was all over like five years ago. He was glad to be out of high school, he didn't have as much drama or worries. "Oh, that really bites. " He said sympathetically. He had no idea what else to say to that. He slept wonderfully, and he wasn't going to rub in into her face or anything like that. It would just be really cock like. Imagine that, if he rubbed it in that he had a better sleep. She'd probably destroy him like she did storm. Kidding, we all know she wouldn't do that to him. Well at least Trey hoped she didn't. "That's what you have to do. Get your revenge on her. Pour water on her when she's sleeping, I'm sure that would be a funny way to get her back." He joked as he laughed at the thought. He could picture Thackery holding River back and Zui mocking her. Boy would he love to be in their family. Well, actually he wouldn't because then it would be odd to have a crush on Zui. So he takes it back.
Trey understood sibling problems. Sometimes he would fight with his brother all the time. Before he really warmed up to his step sister they used to fight all the time. She would always start trouble with him and well it really pissed him off. She would always hog the bathroom, especially when he wanted to use the bathroom to drain the main vein. Christine would always doll herself up for way too long and he'd be banging on the door. When she got out, they would yell at each other till one of their throats got sore or their parents came to separate them. Sometimes they would even lunge at each others throats. All over the bathroom, but about five months and the two became best friends. He couldn't imagine being a band with his siblings. They would probably get nothing done. He had fights with his band members as well though. Sometimes Trey and Thackery would get extremely mad at Jem when he wouldn't attend the tent signings or anything like that. If Trey ate all of the food, they would all scream at him. So yeah, he knew that most bands fought. "I know what your talking about. Thackery and I bicker all the time. But we're also best friends. " He agreed that he loved his band members. They were like one big giant family. He was really enjoying this conversation with her. It felt good to take a stroll in the park and have a real conversation with someone. Trey loved being able to have this conversation while absorbing all the scenery around him. "Well, I'm glad you didn't give up. Who else would I be talking to?" He announced with another giant smile on his face. After she mentioned him getting drunk he nodded his head. Oh how he wished he didn't but lately it was the only thing he wanted to do.
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*ZUI NIXON PHOENIX!
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Post by *ZUI NIXON PHOENIX! on Dec 24, 2009 0:35:16 GMT -5
Honestly, Zui was having fun with Trey. Her mind wasn't thinking about James, or about the nightmares or anything else. She was just having fun and Zui loved to have fun. It was her middle name. Even though sometimes her sense of fun made no sense. Running a hand through her dark hair again, she tried to think about how many colors she had dyed it. She always saw those scene kids with the bright extensions and shit. She never had extensions. Her hair was one hundred percent Zui natural. She had only ever dyed it a few colors. All consisting of black to brown, to light orangish brown, brown and then blond which was her natural color. She hated her blond hair, completely washed out her complexion. Her sister was stunning in it even though her natural hair color was dark brown, like her brother's (who dyed it black) everyone in her family dyed their hair. Zui was often pulled over to do her brother's. Which she thought was funny because you would think he'd be able to dye his own hair already. She laughed, yes her siblings were a pain. "River isn't as bad as him with the pranks. He honestly, tries to kill me sometimes I think. We trip each other constantly and end up doing crazy pranks because we have this whole 'I'm better at pranks and you aren't' mentality going on. I have a pet snake and he had a pet spider. I'm terrified of spiders and he put it on my face while sleeping. I let my cute snake into his bed while he was awake. Always told him paybacks a bitch." She said with her trademark mischievous grin. It was okay though, she always got him back. Zui giggled, at least he didn't think she was weird for saying that. "Duh! I mean who wouldn't." She said as she laughed.
She wondered if she could get diagnosed with some disorder because of her sleeping problems. Surely, they had names for them. She had a friend who had night terrors that were so bad that she was awake but really asleep and she couldn't remember them at all. That always scared her. She wanted one point of that though, never to remember them. They stuck in her head and she hated it. "Yeah, it does. I always have to take caffeine pills to keep me awake." She said as she scrunched up her face and sighed. She really needed help for those nightmares though, she didn't want to turn out like her friend, it would be terrible. Zui smiled as Trey gave her a idea to get River back. Honestly, she almost never messed River, that's why she had her brother. But since she had made Zui leave her precious bus, she was going to have to get her back one way or another. "I'll think of something. I normally do. Hopefully Thackery won't be there to hold me back from doing something crazy to her. I think permanent markers and feathers will be involved and glitter, lots and lots of glitter. Glitter is like herpes. You can't get rid of it when you get it on you and you always end up sharing it. I don't know where that came from." She said as she let out a soft giggle.
Zui always wondered what life would be like if she never stopped what she was doing in Vegas, if James didn't die. If her brother's old band never fucked him over, if River kept dating all those dirt bags who hurt her over and over again. She just wanted to know if everything would be different. Would she be in jail by then? Would someone had turned her in for all she did? Probably, she was always dying to get out of the mess she involved herself and her best friend in. But of course, it end up killing one of them. Most of the time she wished it was her. He deserved to live more than she did. Or that's how she thought of it. Pushing the thoughts from his head Zui didn't really want to think about it, so she kept her self distracted by looking at everything in the park. She took in its beauty and wanted her camera. Along with a guitarist she was also a photographer and artist. She often wondered if she was going to liberal arts instead of music, painting her way into fame and taking photos of every beautiful thing in this word and some of the ugly too because everything deserves to be seen for their true colors. She smiled, "Yeah, I don't know what I would do without those two or Amanda. She is like my bffffff for like ever. I would probably die without that girl. You know? Like the one person who keeps you grounded when you know you're probably going of the deep end and you depend on them to smack your senses back into you. That's Amanda for me." Honestly, she loved that girl to death. Amanda was the only other person outside of the band who had known everything about Zui and how her life was. Zui smiled as she shrugged her shoulders. "Uh...The sky?" She said as she laughed softly again. She watched him nod his head and smiled. " I have not drank in a long freaking time thanks to my siblings. They hog all the fucking alcohol and trannylicious takes it all too. " She said as she laughed at her nickname for her drummer.
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