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Post by *STORM EBONY WILSON! on Dec 20, 2009 22:44:59 GMT -5
So our open wounds will bleed Until our veins run dry Now we have to take this thorn And tear it from our siderely fall And I'm counting down the time [/b] [/b][/color] her Australian accent thick as she murmured her apologetic words. She then proceeded to step sideways one step before she started walking again, off to find a table. Luckily, she found one near the back which was free, pulling out a chair slowly before sitting down into it, placing the warm bag onto the table with a sigh. The girl simply stared blankly at the bag as random thoughts started to fill her mind, completely zoning out from the world around her. Awe man, she hated being alone.[/ul] TAG:: Zui WORDS:: 575 OUTFIT:: clicketLYRICS:: swallow the knife- story of the year NOTES::goddammit i can't write starting threads for shit D: [/size]
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Post by *ZUI NIXON PHOENIX! on Dec 20, 2009 23:19:01 GMT -5
"ZUI ZUI DON'T THROW THAT" Her sister's voice echoed through her ears as glass crashed through the side of the wall. Her brother stood of to the side, crossing his arms in front of him, his brow furrowed as he stared down at her. Another crash came as she hurled the bottle filled with alcohol against the pole. Frustrated screams came from her as she began kicking things, throwing the chair against the glass window in the recording studio.
A sigh left her sister's; River's mouth when it cracked. This was likely behavior from Zui. She just couldn't control it. She wondered how normal it was for this to happen to people. Her deadly temper was not something to be taken as a joke. Since she was born her parents knew what she was going to be like. Rebellious and absolutely wild. Unlike her siblings who were quiet or just crazy. Zui had something that they didn't and that was just pure anger towards the world. Her brother made his way over to her as she huffed and puffed, her chest rising and falling quickly as her intake of air quickened, clenching her tiny fists together and closing her eyes. All she could see was bright motherfucking red. Shaking her brother's strong hands off her shoulders she began pacing around, grabbing a chair from the side and throwing it again. It fell apart on impact. The girl's strength was underestimated clearly. "Zula...shh" Her brother's words sunk into her head as her heart rate decreased and her fists unclenched. Breathing slower she sat down on a unbroken chair, putting her head into her hands and taking deep breathes. " What the fuck happened in here?" She looked up to see the manager and got up, leaving the record studio and making her way back towards the tour grounds.
Voices screamed in her head as she walked, her heels slapping against the pavement as her hands stuck into her pockets. Her Ipod on full volume as she stopped on the sidewalk, her stomach making loud noise. Growling lightly, she made her way towards the catering tent. Zui...was not exactly stable to some people. Hell, she was a fucking psycho. Her anger was way out of control. Her temper tantrums were horrible and when someone pissed her off it was one of those things that lived on forever. Running her hands through her dark brown hair and chewing on her bottom lip she picked up a water and unscrewed the cap, taking a long sip, the cool water hit her chest straight on as she finished the bottle quickly, throwing it in the recycling bin. Her eyes felt heavy as she remembered that they had to wake up early for a recording session. Who the hell woke up that early to record? Well, she broke almost everything in there. Not her chair not her problem. She toyed with the brass knuckles necklace around her neck as she sighed loudly, her heels clicked against the ground. Food, was something on her mind as she ordered a bagel with light cream cheese.
After receiving her order and grabbing another bottle of water (which was the only other thing she drank next to alcohol and monster) she looked around and spotted someone that spiked her anger up more. Biting down hard on her bottom lip someone bumped into her. A glare crossed her face as she stared at Storm. Fuck.This.Shit. She thought as she tried to calm herself down. Not only did this girl just seem fake to her...She also seemed to hit on Zui's...well crush. Honestly, the tiny punk never really liked people until she met him...and now this girl was just all up on him. It pissed her off. It just...angered her. Of course, there was songs she had performed dedicated to her. That's how bad Zui got...but she had to admit She puts the Ho in Homewrecker was good. Zui...sat down close to Storm's table. Picking at her food. At times when she was in anger she barely ate. So, she sipped at her water and prayed for her sister to come to hold the small girl back from ripping this girl's head off because knowing Zui she would do it using a butter knife or something. ___________________________________ 742words - angryzui XD - outfit here- StormTHIS TEMPLATE WAS MADE BY THE PWNSME THE ONLY EXCEPTION! @ CAUTION 2.0 STEAL AND DIE
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Post by *STORM EBONY WILSON! on Dec 20, 2009 23:47:54 GMT -5
So our open wounds will bleed Until our veins run dry Now we have to take this thorn And tear it from our siderely fall And I'm counting down the time [/b] [/b][/color] Storm commented , just loud enough so she knew Zui would hear her words. The girl stared blankly away from where Zui sat, but kept her smug smile over her face. ”I’m guessing you’re the one I ran into… I’m sorry for that, I didn’t see you there,”[/color] Haha, she usually said that type of thing when people didn’t know she was blind. It took the words awhile to sink into people’s minds, but they soon got the idea when she brought out her walking stick or ran into a pole or something. Storm blinked slowly and picked up her donut again, bringing it to her mouth slowly and taking a bite. She was sure this was going to be a rather interesting morning now that Zui was around. And… lets just hope this didn’t turn into a fight. She’d rather not have the shit beaten out of her by someone younger than her. [/ul] TAG:: Zui WORDS:: 625 OUTFIT:: clicketLYRICS:: swallow the knife- story of the year NOTES::lul very anrgy XD [/size]
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Post by *ZUI NIXON PHOENIX! on Dec 21, 2009 0:55:22 GMT -5
Anger rushed through her as she closed her eyes, chewing on her bagel slowly, as if it would slowly calm her down. Yeah...right. That was not working at all. She could feel her body hit up with the blood rushing through. Breathe Zui Breathe. Except, Zui wasn't breathing she was more like silently in taking air for some insults to be thrown this girl's way. Zui Phoenix had that reputation of being a bad ass mother fucker. Which she was. Her temper tantrums on stage were often compared to Joan Jett. The temper, the look. The girl was a self proclaimed troublemaker. She knew how people saw her.
The violent lead guitarist for Thearte of Robots. Oldest of the Phoenix triplets. Honestly, she liked it that way. Fuck what people thought of her antics. She was nice to people she liked and her fans, she loved her fans. The cops hated her though, she had gotten in trouble numerous times for standing on top of the bus or jumping on top of cars. Hell yeah she was a wild child and hell yeah she was going to raise hell. It was part of her fucking job. This was why her mother had her home schooled while Riv and her brother were sent to regular school. The only reason her mother kept her back was because she knew she would get into fights and probably end up running the school. Heck, she knew she could. Thankfully, her brother and sister dropped out as did she after her brother decided that school was a bunch of bullshit. That was what happened with the triplets. One would do something and the others would follow. The three stuck together like glue. Nothing could break them up and she knew that. That's how it always been.
Honestly, Storm talking to Zui was probably the worse idea anyone has ever had. A low growl left her throat as she stared at the girl. What was she blind? Oh yeah she was. Smirking to herself Zui toyed with the half filled water bottle in her head. Awful thoughts ran through her head as she flipped the bottle in the air and caught it. "Oh sweetie those words totally hurt me or whatever."She replied in a melodramatic tone. Zui ran a hand through her hair again and chewed the last piece of her bagel. After the thought ran through her head for about three more minutes a smirk pressed itself against Zui's lips as she juggled the bottle, twisting the cap just a little she aimed right and threw it at Storm. The bottle exploded water on her and a devilish grin appeared on the brunette's face.
"Oh sorry, didn't see your piss blond hair. Thought you were the trash.. wait you are." Yeah, she was a bitch and do you think she cared? Ha! yeah right. Her point was made and yes she was always getting carried away by that. She saw her brother approach the catering tent and get food, looking at the situation and left. At least he had enough brains than to stop Zui from doing shit. It always exploded back into his face and he knew that very well. MM, evil is fun. After a few moments Zui waited for her reaction. Fighting was no problem for her. She's fought before. At that one time where she went to school for like...a week. It was called black friday the last day she went. She started riots just because the stupid dress code was fucked up. But that's how Zui was...proving her point in anyway. ___________________________________ 742words - I've created a bitch - outfit here- StormTHIS TEMPLATE WAS MADE BY THE PWNSME THE ONLY EXCEPTION! @ CAUTION 2.0 STEAL AND DIE
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Post by *STORM EBONY WILSON! on Dec 21, 2009 2:43:46 GMT -5
So our open wounds will bleed Until our veins run dry Now we have to take this thorn And tear it from our siderely fall And I'm counting down the time [/b] [/b][/color] Storm informed her, looking down at her jam donut before grabbing it precisely this time. Storm brought it to her mouth and gave a light sigh, a little white cloud of icing sugar puffing out into the wind. Storm then continued to place it back onto the table and adjusted her beanie as the long silence dragged on. But, she was quick to react when the bottle was thrown at her, snatching it mid-air with reflexes faster than any blind person –besides daredevil- would only dream of having. But, the water still managed to spill all over her, a low, annoyed sigh leaving her pink lips as she dropped the now empty bottle onto the ground. ”Now now, that’s not necessary. You always take my words as a threat, don’t you?”[/color] Storm asked, brushing her fingers through her hair lightly before she sighed, ”Good to know I frighten you love, but its kinda sad you’re afraid of what a blind girl can do, and get,”[/color] her voice was laced with a menacing hiss as she looked over in her direction, staring past her instead of meeting her gaze. At her next comment, Storm scoffed and held back the laughter that wanted to escape. Puh-lease, was this girl for real? Storm merely rolled her eyes and looked away from her now, reaching over to where her donut was, fumbling for a bit before picking it up. ”What a fowl mouthed little girl you are. No wonder you never get the boys you like with a pig mouth like that,”[/color] Storm spat, tsking her a few times before putting the rest of her donut into her mouth and scrunching up the bag. With a perfect toss, the bag landed in the nearby trashcan, causing some of the people’s eyes to turn to look at her with astonishment. For all they knew, she could be bloody daredevil in disguise and have his awesome seeing power. The blonde smirked and brushed at the water on outfit, ”Now do I ever go around spitting out insults about you? Even though I don’t know what you look like, I think people would rather not hear about how I picture you in my head.”[/color] Storm said, crossing one leg over the other before looking back over in her direction. For a split second, she allowed eye contact before pulling it away, drifting off towards the cafeteria line. ”Now, how is young Mr. Braylon doing, I haven’t seen him for awhile. Have you scared him off or something?”[/color] Storm asked, a smirk touching her lips as she tapped her fingers against the table again. She was clearly in for it, but this girl was fighting fire with fire. Storm wasn’t a very nice person in the morning.[/ul] TAG:: Zui WORDS:: 550 OUTFIT:: clicketLYRICS:: swallow the knife- story of the year NOTES::yes, yes you have [/size]
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Post by *ZUI NIXON PHOENIX! on Dec 21, 2009 10:24:26 GMT -5
Red, wasn't that the color of blood or violence? She pretty sure the color stretched across her vision, filling it up till she gripped the edge of the table. The tips of her fingers became sore after gripping the edge of the table so hard. Her jaw locked as the words went through one ear and out the other. She took everything as a offense. If anyone asked, Zui enjoyed fucking things up especially people. Most on the tour knew that Zui had that explosive personality where she would just get angry. Out of the corner of her eye she saw River and groaned softly. Her sister had a habit of holding her back from killing someone or just enjoying a good fight. People seem to forget that she didn't give a shit. That it didn't affect her. At anytime she'd enjoy some fight especially if it's someone like Storm and she was just putting Zui in anger. Her sister took a seat next to her and she knew she was just assessing the scene. Her brother must of told River. She could see it now. "Uh...I would just watch her." Zui snorted as she leaned forward. River tapped her fingers on the table as Zui felt her sister's eyes on her.
A snort left both Zui and River. Honestly, I think the two of them knew how Zui could handle anyone. Taking down people was once her job except she didn't need to remember that hideous part of her past. "Oh yeah, you scare me oh so much that I'm shaking in my heels. Honestly, if you think you actually scare me then there's a good chance that your having some fucking mental problems because I know that I am not afraid of you....better yet I'm not afraid to kick your fucking ass. " The words came out dripping with sarcasm and poison. Did this girl really thing she was fucking scared? Honestly, nothing scared her...which was weird. She wondered if she was missing a fear gene. Maybe it was because she faced scary things already. She stood by and watched murders in front of her. She saw River put her head in her hands. Yep, Zui had lost her temper.
"Zui calm the fuck down" She was beyond fucking calm as the table went flying after she pushed it over. Good thing no one else was sitting at it. The fire burned through her veins as the sensation to hit something or...whatever burned through her. "Zui.." Her sister's hand on her wrist did nothing as she tugged it out, clearly stronger than River. "Listen up love, do.not.fuck.with.me. You'd be finding out what trouble you're in. Because Honestly, I don't care if I do something like this." With that Zui kicked the girl's feet from under her and bent down, hovering over her. "I'm not going to take any of your shit fake bitch." Zui slapped the girl's cheek and stood up. Oh, she wasn't going any where. Oh no no, this was Zui's excitement for the day. River stood off to the side, watching her carefully. Control was something Zui never had over anything. She fed off of anger. She was so bad...She didn't care though. Zui never cared only about Braylon or her band or her brother and sister. That was the only thing she ever cared about. Only because they were just everything to her.
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Post by *STORM EBONY WILSON! on Dec 21, 2009 21:37:38 GMT -5
So our open wounds will bleed Until our veins run dry Now we have to take this thorn And tear it from our siderely fall And I'm counting down the time [/b] [/b][/color] Storm said, picking at her nails lightly as she looked over in her direction, her eyes once again looking at something behind her instead of on her. ”Or, is this your first crush? Nawh, maybe that’s why you don’t understand that its not as easy as 1,2,3 to get people,”[/color] Storm taunted, pouting her lips as if to show sympathy before she scoffed and looked away again. Storm jumped an absolute mile when the table when flying, her heart thudding against her chest violently as she took in a sharp breath. Thank god that wasn’t at her; she would’ve seriously been killed if that had hit her. And before she knew it, she was lying on her back face up, pain shooting down her sore spine as she arched it, her jaw locking tightly so that no sound of pain left her lips. As Zui hovered over her, she glared up at her with an annoyed expression, ”So this is how everything is sort out with you, huh? Beating up on someone instead of talking through. Violence will never get you anywhere, you stupid little girl,”[/color] Storm spat, feeling the harsh slap against her face, causing her to bite her tongue violently enough that blood soon bubbled in her mouth. Storm let her head roll to the side as she spat the blood from her mouth out onto the ground; her lip had clearly been cracked because when she ran her tongue over it, it stung like fuck. When Zui finally stood up, Storm sat up and let the blood run down her chin. The bruising was already appearing, she could feel it through the dull ache that had rattled her brain. She looked over towards River and scowled towards her, ”You actually let her do this kind of thing? God, your band seriously is a pack of fucking animals aren’t they?”[/color] Storm hissed, spitting out blood, this time towards Zui before she once again clenched her jaw. ”You realise, no matter how much you do this, it’s not going to get you far. You probably put up a mask when you’re around him, but someday… he’ll find out how you truly are, and everything will be fucked up. Men don’t like women who are stronger than them,”[/color] Storm said, swallowing down a mouthful of blood and shuddering at the taste of iron that burnt her throat. Wiping a hand over her lips, carefully minding the cut she stood up, wobbled a bit but soon caught her balance. ”You even go as low as beating up a blind person,”[/color] Storm muttered, rolling her eyes with an annoyed sigh as she brushed the blood away from her lips again. this was gonna hurt like hell later on, ohman, what excuse was she going to come up with now?[/ul] TAG:: Zui WORDS:: 658 OUTFIT:: clicketLYRICS:: swallow the knife- story of the year NOTES::yes, yes you have [/size]
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Post by *ZUI NIXON PHOENIX! on Dec 21, 2009 22:19:23 GMT -5
Zui was just a little ball of fire lately, and not the good kind. The girl didn't seem like she couldn't handle her since she was so sure she had scared her. Was the girl like this with all people? Nope, just ones she disliked immensely. That came with working for a guy as a hit womanish type of person. She had to be strong except she wasn't at some point. When someone mentioned her dead best friend things just got ugly. Or the fact that her parents killed themselves? Yeah, she had no reason to be angry. No fucking reason at all. Zui couldn't handle things like this. It was way out of her range of handling things. Zui could only do so much and this definitely wasn't one of the days to piss off a already pissed off girl.
Her fists were clenched into tiny balls. Punching something would of done good. "Zui..." Her sister muttered as Zui clenched her jaw. "SHUT THE FUCK UP YOU STUPID LITTLE BITCH. I'LL FUCKING CUT YOUR THROAT AND DON'T THINK I WON'T. GOD FORBID YOU DON'T GET SOMEONE YOU LIKE. JESUS FUCKING CHRIST. JUST SHUT THE FUCK UP" That everyone was a Zuiburst. Yes, that happened when the girl just wanted people to shut the fuck up. People were staring and she didn't care. She could feel the heat rushing towards her palms as she unclenched her fists. Shaking with anger Zui stared hard at the table, trying to keep the temper down, yeah not going to work. She could feel herself slipping to the raw anger that overcame her during her rough times in Sin City. "Great, we come to get something to eat and we end up in a brawl" Her sister snorted as she crossed her arms. She knew how this was going to end. River never did anything to stop her sister. She knew better than most people...When Zui was not to be pissed off.
She watched the girl jump as the table went flying everything happened quickly that when she spoke Zui snorted. "Here we go. Wrong thing said again. Well, not my table not my problem. " Honestly, Zui just wished River would shut up but she knew that was never going to happen. "Listen sweetie. I'm not a stupid little girl. I'm nothing but smart. You don't know exactly what you're getting into. Which is fine because this is just a taste of what I could do"" The words were malicious as they left her mouth, dripping with absolute anger and doused in ice cold poison. She wasn't joking. Zui would do much worse...She had. James popped into her mind and she shook it away. It wasn't the time to think about him now. She didn't want to reopen any more scars that have been healing...or trying to heal.
Zui watched Storm and rolled her eyes. Of course, River let her do this. She had no control over her. She saw her sister cross her arms in front of her chest and shook her head. " It's not my problem. I can't control her.....I don't think I ever will and don't you ever call my band animals. Because one thing you don't understand is that we're not. We're absolutely better musicians than your fucking band otherwise we wouldn't be where we are today. Just because we're better than you doesn't mean you have to bash us." Zui looked at Riv as she walked off and out of the tent. Now she had nobody to hold her back. With the anger boiling up inside of her. Zui began to turn and walk off till something stopped her dead in her tracks, turning around she had the look of death across her face before she made her way back to Storm, who was standing up. Giving her a hard shove she felt her heart beating in her chest. "LISTEN I WILL BREAK YOUR FUCKING HANDS IF YOU DON'T SHUT THE FUCK UP. KEEP TALKING SHIT I SWEAR TO FUCKING GOD YOU'LL FUCKING GET WHAT YOU DESERVE." The words flew out of her mouth like fucking fire. Now, she was pissed beyond belief and ready for a fight. ________________________________________________ 697 words - I've created a bitch - outfit here- StormTHIS TEMPLATE WAS MADE BY THE PWNSME THE ONLY EXCEPTION! @ CAUTION 2.0 STEAL AND DIE
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Post by *STORM EBONY WILSON! on Dec 21, 2009 23:20:28 GMT -5
So our open wounds will bleed Until our veins run dry Now we have to take this thorn And tear it from our siderely fall And I'm counting down the time [/b] [/b][/color] Storm muttered, looking away from the girl as she wiped her lip again. Man, how on earth did you stop a tongue from bleeding? It was constantly moving, and right now, she was swallowing a hell of a lot of blood. Her stomach gurgled in protest and she had to swallow back the bile that rose up in her throat. Ugh, gross. Storm kept her eyes down from now on, watching the girls’ movement by her feet instead. She was good at watching people’s movements and body language, and right now, she could tell that Zui was shaking with anger. Oops, the girls gone Rambo. ”Smart enough to draw this much attention to you. Mm, cool beans. We could’ve done this quietly, but obviously you like creating scenes,”[/color] Storm murmured under her teeth, spitting out blood onto the ground again. She was gonna be sick if she swallowed anymore. She listened to River’s words when she spoke, a laugh leaving her lips at the end of it. Storm’s band, jealous… of them? Bah, as freaking if. ”Bash you? What the fuck do you think you’re doing to me right now? It’s just a little unfair here. Everyone speaks about other peoples bands, we’re all jealous of one another’s bands, but we all know that it’s not up to us to decide whose band is better… You can believe what you want, I don’t give a shit,”[/color] her tongue was beginning to ache like shit, and she had to stop herself from letting a small moan of pain escape. Storm knew River had walked off as soon as the air tightened around her again, her eyes closing as she took in a deep breath. Ugh, she was always alone when these things happened. It was like a bloody pre-school, she was the one always being picked on and no one ever knew about it, not even her parents. No one could do anything to help her, and she always just told people that she’d fallen down the stairs or something and hurt herself. Storm looked up now when she heard the girl coming back, bracing herself when her hands came at her. She gave a bit of a yelp when she fell back onto her backside, accidentally bumping her head back against the table. Storm gripped her head and cursed under her breath, hopping up from the ground again as Zui yelled at her. Storm sighed after her little rant was over, brushing her hair out of her face as she spat out more blood onto the ground. With a small snarl, the girl locked eyes with Zui and smirked, walking forward a few steps before leaning forward towards her, ”Break my hands all you want lovey, It won’t stop me from having fun. And oh yeah, I've heard he's excellent in bed. Wouldn't want to miss out, ey?”[/color] Storm purred, before smirking and stepping away from her and out of her way before she hit her. Storm walked back over to her table and picked up her walking stick, swinging it over her shoulder before she turned back around to face her. "So, if you don't mind. I'm going to try and stop my now cut in half tongue from bleeding,"[/color] Storm commented, walking past her and brushing her shoulder purposley. "Psychotic bitch,"[/color] she muttered as she looked back at her momentarily before making her way out of the catering tent. She was pretty sure this wasn't going to end now, oh no, she knew how Zui was.[/ul] TAG:: Zui WORDS:: 787 OUTFIT:: clicketLYRICS:: swallow the knife- story of the year NOTES::misssangryy [/size]
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Post by *ZUI NIXON PHOENIX! on Dec 22, 2009 16:41:42 GMT -5
Looking to her side to the crowd that was forming she saw one familiar face and her eyes widened, shaking her head they disappeared quickly. No, now was not the time to start seeing shit in front of her. She knew. Her heart rate steadily quickened till she heard it pounding in her head. Happy place Zui go to happy place. Well, there was no happy place in her mind.Hell, there wasn't even a good place in her mind. Fuck.This. It was never going to work for her. There was only one person to calm her down and he decided to walk of upon seeing this unfold. Where the fuck was her brother? Sure, River had no control over her but for some odd reason her brother did and Amanda calmed her the fuck down. Where was that blond skank that she loved oh so much. Amanda was her best best best friend besides her band and her siblings. Honestly, the bitch talked her out of more shit than anyone else. Hell, Zui was always a hard person to calm down. She had a certain amount of control over herself till the dam broke and she lost her complete mind. Honestly, they almost had her committed for it but nope, somehow she promised to take medication.....look where that got her.
Her eyes closed as the red color of blood danced in front of her vision. 'Calm down..." The words in her head were trying to soothe her pulsing blood, the throbbing pulse in her wrists...she could feel the veins rushing and the blood moving against her skin. Jesus christ, she hated being angry. As the girl spoke, honestly right now Zui was trying to cancel out her annoying voice. Sure, it wasn't working so well, but when she opened her eyes the bright red came back. Covering her vision. She closed her eyes...The shaking slowly stopped as she took control. People always told her she would be better off if she took control over her stemper. God, she hated how she had that one behavioral problem. Zui was never happy with herself...Ever. Even on stage when she was in HER head. Other thoughts still got into her head such as Storm. It never messed her up but still it bugged her, pulling at her emotions and tearing them around. Control, it was something she never had in her life. She had no control over her parent's death, James's. Her boss's when she couldn't protect him. The man who kept her safe and her siblings safe when their parents died, giving them money. Everyone dies Zui, yeah but it was EVERYONE. "Just shut the fuck up" She growled. Her tone was low, her eyes still closed. Yeah, opening them wouldn't be good. She didn't feel like seeing anyone's face as she blocked everyone's voice.
The girl's words attacked her head....Her anger building up slowly. "This wouldn't be a scene if you kept your mouth shut. But no you have to make your stupid fucking comments." Zui broke, her eyes flew open as she clenched her fists tighter, her nails digging into the palm of her hands and when she opened them the tiny marks were dripping bright red. Blood, the one thing Zui hated more than anything. It was just her blood and anyone she loved. She couldn't stand it just like guns or knives. Anything to stop or shoot. She used them enough to know how bad they were. Her whole body was shaking so badly that she had to hold onto the edge of another table to stop it or to at least control it. Now, Zui knew she had to defend her sister. But she turned her head as a hand was on her shoulder to see her brother. "Calm down" His soft words didn't stop her from getting riled up again. "Oh stuff it blondie. Just really, REALLY?! I WOULD THINK YOU KNOW WHEN TO SHUT.THE.FUCK.UP" God, her mind was reeling with anger as she stared at this bitch. Control Zui, control...The words became lost in a sea of anger that screamed fight Zui fight.
"Jesus christ Zui" Her brother muttered, he knew when to cut in. He knew to let her have well, if this was what it called fun? Yes, this was fun...She thought it was well for her. The fire in her veins jumped as the words came out of her mouth. Calm...Calm...As the girl got up, Zui slowly but surely started to calm down. "Psychotic Bitch" The brush against her shoulder did it as Zui whirled around and grabbed the girl by the hair and threw her back. "Shit...ass motherfucker" The string of curses leaving her brother's mouth. "Listen up sweetie. I'll make your life a living hell. " The words out of her mouth didn't even sound like they were coming from her. "Alright, alright. Before anything else happens. Zui calm down. I know you're....angry even though I don't think those are quite the right words to describe it. You...need to calm down...and you should get out of here before I actually have to knock her out. Because honestly, I don't feel like punching my own sister just to keep her from ripping someone apart and believe me I would enjoy to see it since you are being a little snot but now is not the time or place to settle this." With that her brother stepped in front of her and blocked the other girl from her sight. "I can take care of this myself" She muttered, rolling her dark brown eyes. "Oh yeah, you're doing a great job." Her brother grinned at her and she smiled back. She couldn't help it, he was the only person who had that effect on her. Zui, though...wasn't calm before she moved in front of her brother and slammed her fist into Storm's cheek. Smiling to herself she started to walk away...."I needed to get something out" She muttered in a matter of factly tone as she walked out of the catering area. ________________________________________________ 1006 words - I've created a bitch - outfit here- StormTHIS TEMPLATE WAS MADE BY THE PWNSME THE ONLY EXCEPTION! @ CAUTION 2.0 STEAL AND DIE
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Post by *STORM EBONY WILSON! on Dec 23, 2009 5:55:04 GMT -5
So our open wounds will bleed Until our veins run dry Now we have to take this thorn And tear it from our siderely fall And I'm counting down the time [/b] [/b][/color] it was the only real thing that left her mouth besides a few more words she had mouthed which she didn’t dare to let escape into the open air. And then, oh what fun, another fucking sibling turned up. Storm didn’t look up again, only looked away towards where the forming crowd was, the aching in her chest turning into a dull ache which was even more painful than before. In fact, it was making it harder to breathe. Oh shit no, don’t do this to yourself Storm Don’t bring on a breakdown. She gave a small gape for air before feeling her legs wobble, leaning down and resting her hands onto her knees as blood dripped from her mouth. This just wasn’t fair… the increase on people being turned against her was completely insane. There were what… 6-7 people who completely despised her and abused the shit out of her whenever they liked it. She hardly even knew the people who spewed bullshit about her. Her mind was racing as she cringed, her body tensing before she gave a cry, ”Would you all just fucking go away?! Why does the amount on your side always keep increasing?!”[/color] Storm screamed, leaning up when she finally believed her legs to be catching their balance again as she glared towards the brother where he stood as he spoke. Her chest tightened even more to the point where her breathing was almost too quick to be doing anything as Zui grabbed her hair and dragged her back. She could feel the roots ripping, and could almost hear them being torn from her skull piece by piece. She managed to slam back into one of tables, moving away from it just as it began to fall backwards. Storm stumbled and fell to her knees, her hands pressed against the ground beneath her as the tears began to shed from her eyes. Right now, she just wanted to be back in Australia where things were harmless, this was fucking hell to her compared to what happened in Australia. On the violence scale, this would be rated about 10. Storm choked a breath and gave a sarcastic laugh, ”Oh fuck off would you? I hate how all of you fucking kids turn people I don’t even know against me without even knowing the complete.fucking.story. How on fucking earth is shameless flirting hurting anyone? It’s complete bullshit, you’re all as bad as one another,”[/color] Storm growled, slamming her fist against the ground in frustration as she gave a growl or annoyance. Rising to her feet slowly, she threw the stick away in the opposite direction which was now useless too her. Then, the fist hit her with such a force that it knocked the breath out of it, knocking her clean off her feet and straight onto the ground before she could even think of what had happened. It wasn’t until she coughed up the blood which she had breathed in did she realise it had been in fact Zui’s fist. Rolling her head to the side as she rose up onto her knees, her head spinning at a million miles her hour as she watched the girl leave. And, sure enough, that was the last thing she saw before her eyes rolled back into her head and she fell limp against the ground again. Well, this tour was going to be fun… not.[/ul] TAG:: Zui WORDS:: 732 OUTFIT:: clicketLYRICS:: swallow the knife- story of the year NOTES::hummtired, sorry if it doesn't make sense D: [/size]
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*ZUI NIXON PHOENIX!
(LEAD GUITAR&BACK UP VOCALS)
Balance my brain chemicals, so I can give a shit
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Post by *ZUI NIXON PHOENIX! on Dec 23, 2009 23:54:06 GMT -5
The words floated inside of Zui's head and out another ear. She wasn't listening she was targeting old memories. Pissing her off even more. Who the fuck did she think she was? Zui had no idea. She didn't give a shit either. Zui never gave a shit after the people she loved died on her. She always felt like she was the cause of their deaths. That she was the reason they died. She always felt obligated to take care of her younger brother and sister. Even though they weren't that much younger than her. The ghosts that haunted her never left and she knew that. It shook her down, slowly breaking down the big wall she created. She hated it. She hated it how she let this stupid girl just get to her very core of her. To cause so much hate that she actually wanted to kill again. Kill. The word echoed itself in her mind. Could she ever think of doing that again? Would anybody go looking for her? Surely her 'brother' would. But everyone would think it was the tour's killer. That was one thing she was happy about...If she wasn't going to get to Storm first with her out of control temper. The killer would. No one liked this fucking bitch and she knew it. Not just because of her. Because she was a whore in denial and no one liked a whore in denial.
Zui was trying to straighten up her thoughts as they whirled together. This panicked her. She was always in control of her own head. Not her emotions just her head. ' Zoo zoo, come on now. Don't get yourself into trouble over one stupid little fucking slut. I know you better than that. HELL! I taught you better than that. You don't lose your mind over one stupid thing Zui. You always held it together. Why lose it now?" The voices in her head almost killed her. Echoing her ex best friend's voice completely till she felt the hot tears filling her eyes. It wasn't good when you were hearing voices in your head. She knew that for a fact. Of course, she didn't want anyone to know about that. To know that she could possibly be losing her mind after James. His death day was right around the corner. She was always miserable on Christmas. When it all happened. When the blood stained the sidewalk, which she dragged him on. He was bleeding so badly, they said he was dead on arrival. She even rode in the ambulance with him and Zui was terrified of hospitals. Always never liked them. She hated them even more after that day. It was like they never did anything to save him. She was mad at them. She was mad at everyone for a month. She had locked herself in her room and just wrote pages and pages of music.
The smirk pressed against Zui's lips as she caught the scream. Now,she had no control over that. She probably had two people hating her. Amanda and River. Her brother stayed out of it. She knew he didn't like her but didn't hate her. Hate was such a strong word but it probably described the feeling going through Zui's mind. The hard anger that plagued her as she stared at the blond. Her dark brown eyes smoldering with anger. If she had her way things would of gone her way. But of course, that was never going to happen. Things never went her way. They always went other ways. Ways she didn't want them to go. She couldn't be happy can she? Everyone had to take something from her and that was what pissed off the most. She could feel her body tense up. "Stop complaining you fucking skank go fucking kill yourself." The words came out of her like venom. She had enough of this bitch. Anger shook her up as the blond kept speaking. Honestly, she never wanted to strangle someone. Shaking her head, she laughed...it was hard and angry.
Look at yourself sweetie. You're a fucking whore in denial. Honestly, if I were you I'd go fucking fall in a ditch and die because you're just a whiny bitch who won't get what she wants. You think you can have everything because you can't have the love of your 'little' brother. go fucking cry somewhere else. No one wants to give you fucking pity. I realized that there are fucking stupid bitches in this world that make this place horrible. You made me realize how people are fucking stupid and how girls like you are all the fucking same. Just looking for someone's life to ruin because yours is to. Listen up darling because I'm about as broken as you are." The whole speech left Zui in absolute shock. She never admitted to anyone how broken she was. How she was slowly breaking die. She turned around swiftly and started walking out, her head held up a bit higher as the blond dropped down to the floor. 'my work here is done' she thought as she walked away from the scene.
THE END I THINK XD ________________________________________________ 857 words - I've created a bitch - outfit here- StormTHIS TEMPLATE WAS MADE BY THE PWNSME THE ONLY EXCEPTION! @ CAUTION 2.0 STEAL AND DIE
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