How am I so lucky, I found you?---thackery

[*RIVER KACEY PHOENIX!]

It was Christmas eve and poor River was curious...Well, curious wasn't exactly how she felt. More like, excited as fuck. She couldn't stop grinning as she laid in her bunk, texting her incredible boyfriend Thackery. She loved him...so much. It wasn't funny anymore. She never felt that strong for someone. She would do anything for him and everything without a doubt. She was walking around texting Thackery as everyone was doing something weird. That wasn't unusual. She had to admit, her band was a odd bunch. With Trannylicious, Phin, Zui and their guitarist. Well, all four of them were just odd people. Tranny for obvious reasons. Phin was well, her brother. She knew he was just weird because he was related to her. Zui, was just odd. Her sister was always odd, she had that way of being extremely odd. Oddball use to be her nickname, her sister...just..wasn't herself around this time the year. She watched her dark haired twin get up and start putting on her leather coat. A look of confusion washed over her face as Zui looked at her and her brother and their drummer. "Fucking getting...fucking ice cream.

[/i]" She heard a mutter and watched her sister open the bus door and slam it close. Phineas looked at her and shrugged his shoulders. River copied his actions and tied up her blond hair. She went into the back and opened the tiny closet where she hid everyone's christmas presents. She had gotten everyone something. Her drummer new hair products and a gift card to anywhere. Her brother was a confusing one. The boy had everything. So, she got him a new bass. Something she knew he wanted. It was a nice wood carved one. Cost around a thousand. She knew he would love it. Her sister on the other hand...She knew very well that Zui hated Christmas with a burning passion and often locked herself up in the back of the bus or a hotel room and drink herself into oblivion till it was all over. River just settled with a new guitar and laptop for her. She knew the old one was dying and she really needed a new guitar. A good one too.

So, River caved and got her the laptop and guitar. Sure, she spoiled the girl. But, Zui took care of them a lot after their parents died. She deserved it though. River knew her sister was one of those people who would die for her siblings. She seen it a lot in her. River always though her sister deserved the best and she did. She dug through her present stack and took out Thack's presents. Which included the first season of Dexter and most of the books. She had also brought him a expensive mic and a itouch. Yeah, she knew how to spend her money well.



Setting his presents in a bag she went to her own bags to pull out the cute Betsey Johnson dress and a pair of heels. Honestly, when he mentioned the designer's name River almost lost her mind. Obsession was a mild word to describe River's slight obsession with Betsey Johnson. Riv put on her matching heart bracelet, necklaces and earrings with her skull ring and pulled on a red coat. She fiddled with the necklace in her hand as she walked into the bathroom, smoothing the dress against her body. She picked up the eyeliner and uncapped it, leaning forwards towards the mirror and surrounding her eyes with a light line. Drawing a small wing that extended beyond her eyelashes and capped the eyeliner back up. She buttoned up the coat and ran a brush through her ghost blond hair a couple of times till it's curls hung untangled and delicately against her chest where her hair hung too.

She ran a hand through it and went back to grab the bag. Looking at the boys as she walked out she leaned over and hugged her brother, her tranny and her guitarist. "Love you three." She said as she kissed their heads and walked out of the bus. She looked to her left and jump to see her sister smoking. "Zui?" She muttered as her sister walked out of the shadows. "I'M GETTING ICE CREAM" What the hell was going on with her? She watched her sister walk off and sighed. Sometimes, she wished she could read her mind. River held the coat around her tighter as she walked towards Thack's bus. She knew she was probably getting there in time as she knocked on the door and pulled it open. "Hey babe" She called as she stepped on.


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tag;; THACK
muse;; ehh
notes;;socute
outfit;; outfit hurr
lyrics;; kids in love - mayday parade
credit;; alee or quietlikethesnow* of caution 2.0[/center]

[*THACKERY GAVIN PARKER!]

To be completely honest with you I have no idea what made him more excited, his first trip to Disney Land or exchanging Christmas gifts with the ever so lovely River. Alright, he had to admit that he was more excited for his gift changing. He never really had a girlfriend that he adored so much. His old ones we're only there because he felt the need for attention. River was something else. He could vividly remember the day that he met her. If it wasn't for River, he would have never believed in love at first site. She definitely had him at hello. She was completely gorgeous. From her bleach blond hair, to her piercing icy blue eyes, to her slim figure, he honestly didn't know what won him over. This really made him have a crush on her, but after talking to her there was a new feeling. Something he had never felt. Every time he talked to her his stomach made him feel uneasy. He was always trying to impress her. He seriously went out and bought new clothes after really getting to know her, he wanted to impress her that bad. Every time she opened her mouth and talked he felt like was listening to voice of Grace Slick. Boy, did he love Grace Slick. He could listen to Jefferson Airplane for days and never get tired of it. Thackery and his obsession with Grace Slick was not the point though. The point was that she was everything he wanted. Of course after a couple months of knowing her, he got the courage to ask her out. Ever since then he had never been so happy, ever. He would do anything for this girl.

Speaking of the devil; after texting his girlfriend and discovering that she was coming over, he had to change. Well, he barely had anything on. He had just a simple white wife beater and his boxers on. Thackery would have been cool with just letting her into their tour bus in his underwear but tonight was something special. Tonight they were exchanging gifts and that called for some formal attire. He quickly ran to the dresser where he kept his clothes and threw on a nice button up shirt. Then after the shirt he grabbed a pair of black drain pipe pants and made his way to the powder room. There he fixed his hair to look like how it looked everyday. He seriously has a signature hair style, and beauty like his took time and effort. Let's not forget hair spray and a comb. After destroying the ozone layer with all his hair spray he felt presentable to River. He didn't feel like a bum now. He sat on the couch as he waited for her. Thackery couldn't wait till she knocked or walked into the bus. He was just really hoping that she'd like presents. He really saved money up for them and picked them with the help of Jaylynn. He knew she had some wicked style, and he knew she was the right person to go to. God did he love having Jaylynn around. Speaking of presents, he didn't grab them from his dresser. So, he ran back and grabbed all three of them. That would have been stupid if he forgot to grab them, and was like 'here's your gifts' and not have them in his hands.

What were her presents you might be asking? He got her this Betsey Johnson top, and he had a good feeling that she'd fall in love with it. He knew she adored Betsey, and it would only make sense if he got her something Betsey Johnson. He was a little astonished at the price of the top, but love had no price and he had to get it for her. Jaylynn helped him pick it out and pointed out that it had a cute bow in the back and that she could totally see River wearing it. She also pointed out that it was pink and it would good great with her fair skin. So, that's what made him pick this one. It also went great with the second gift he gave her which was this ring. He already had a little speech to give her while she opened it. He played it out in his head a hundred times. He was just going to tell her that it was a promise that they'd be together for a long time. Hopefully, forever. He also got her these shoes but at the time of buying them he had no idea they we're also Betsey Johnson. So that concludes her christmas presents.

When he heard the knocking on the door, that's when his body sprung up and walked towards it as he held her three gifts. They all we're wrapped in childish Christmas paper which had baby reindeer and baby snowmen playing together. He thought it was incredibly cute and that she'd really enjoy it. "Hey, doll. You look gorgeous by the way. I'd hug you but my hands are full." He informed her as he smiled ever so widely. "I want you to open my presents first" Thackery added as he walked back to the couch and sat on it. It would have been a lot smarter if he just kept them there but he was nervous and excited that he wasn't thinking so brightly. He knew he'd probably love his presents from her. Even if they we're something like sweater vests or something corny or ugly, he'd still wear them because he loved her. He probably wouldn't even hate them either because they came from her.

tagged // river/avery
word count // 943
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notes // love them<3333
banner // © suicide season
lyrics // stiff kittens by blaqk audio
credits // oh, FORGET me not // @ Caution 2.0 <3

[*RIVER KACEY PHOENIX!]

River couldn't exactly say what she liked about Thackery. Maybe it was because there was too many things. She couldn't list all of them. He was just fucking perfect in her eyes. She couldn't help but wonder maybe he was just too perfect for her. That she didn't deserve someone like him. He was all she ever wanted in someone and she had him. River wouldn't give him up for anyone. He was just too perfect. Exchanging gifts with him probably more exciting then exchanging gifts with her brother and sister. Who, she knew were going to be excited as fuck to get their gifts. (Given Zui wasn't drunk out of her mind. Which she knew that was going to happen anyways so why bother hoping she wasn't?) So, this was pretty fun, running a hand through her thin hair she hoped she looked okay. Ever since she had met Thack she had been....happier with everything in her life. She loved him so much. He never treated her like the other guys. He never hurt her like they did by cheating on her and lying and sometimes they even abused her. But after Phineas found out he almost killed them. But, he was happy with Thack. He even liked him which was big on Phineas's part since he was super protective over her and Zui. River a bit more because Phin never had to worry about Zui getting into a relationship, well until now of course. Now he really had to since she was really crushing on Trey.

But River had no idea where that was going. She knew Zui had always had problems with guys and the only ones she got along with were James, her brother and her band mates that were male and Thack and that was because he was around a lot when Zui was around so she had no choice really. Still, she wished that Zui would just say something than moaning over how she was going to lose him to Storm. Which she knew she wasn't since she knew that Trey already liked Zui. River just kept her mouth shut so they could work it out together. She didn't want to interfere with them and she wanted Zui to work it out by herself. She knew that was harsh but Zui...had problems with saying things she meant. Unless it was cursing someone out, then the tiny brunette had no problem with expressing her feelings to that particular person.

River was so excited though. Her fingers kept fidgeting with her Betsey Johnson necklace as she couldn't think about what he got her. She hoped it wasn't too much. She really didn't care about what he got her actually. Just as long as she had him and he had her. Which he did no doubt. He knew it too. When she went shopping for his things, she saved them for last. Her brother and sister, she knew exactly what they wanted because well, she knew everything about them. Thack, was more difficult honestly, nothing she had gotten him could measure up to how much she loved him. It was just to hard to put a price on her love for him because he honestly, meant everything to her next to Phin and Zui. River sighed, she could of never handled it if they broke up. She loved him too much and knew he was the one. She was pretty damn sure he was the one. He was the one for her. For everything for her. She didn't doubt it one bit. She trusted fate to keep them together for like...ever. She hoped they would be. She would be devastated if he just picked up and left. Every time she looked at him she could feel her knees turning to jelly and her stomach getting butterflies. He had that dazzling affect on her, the one she loved oh so much.

River stuck her hand into the pockets of her coat. She was curious though, very curious in what he had gotten her. The bag hung heavy in her hand as she carried it. When she was on the bus she watched him with a smile as he held three gifts in his hand. She giggled at the wrapping paper and smiled. As he told her she looked gorgeous, River couldn't help but blush a little. He made her do that with his comments all the time. Once her brother called her a love struck teenager. She was pretty sure she was a love struck teenager...and was never going to fall out of it. She smiled and nodded her head. "Alright, aren't you looking handsome." She said as she followed him to the couch and sat down next to him, setting his bag of gifts to the side and kissing him lightly. "Which one first?" She asked him as her eyebrow raised. She couldn't tell what they were. But she was dying to know. She had wrapped his gifts in nightmare before Christmas wrapping paper. The only kind laying around on the bus. Which, she didn't mind. She fucking loved that movie and everything about it. When she was younger she always wanted red hair like Sally's but her father and mother warned her not to dye it. She just kept her blond hair. "I'm so excited." She squealed lightly as she leaned against him a little. She loved leaning against him all the time. He was just cuddly and warm.

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tag;; THACK
muse;; ehh
notes;;socute
outfit;; outfit hurr
lyrics;; kids in love - mayday parade
credit;; alee or quietlikethesnow* of caution 2.0[/center]

[*THACKERY GAVIN PARKER!]

Thackery was every mother's dream date for their daughters. He was probably the most polite and outgoing kid ever. He was definitely a charmer. He was like the situation on The Jersey Shore, girls, moms, and cougars adored him. He could just imagine the first day he met his ex girlfriends mother. He was pretty much convinced that her mother like him more then his girlfriend did. She even tried to get him to work at her hair salon place as a secretary. He kindly declined the offer and told her that he wasn't planning on a desk job. He told her about his plans to be a musician, she laughed and told him it was highly unlikely. He just wished he could shove it in her face that it was possible and he accomplished the unlikely. Then again he was never one to shove things into others face. Never once did he brag or gloat, the only negative traits he really has is being stubborn and having a very low self esteem. It was incredibly hard to change Thackery's mind once he had something fixed on it. He had always been like that, a sweet and golden hearted kid that just wouldn't budge. But, like I said it was very hard for someone to hate Thack. Except his sister of course. He just always told her that she shouldn't be going out in booty shorts and tank tops. He also informed her that she shouldn't be doing half the school and what did she do to him? Call him fat. The one thing that could ruin his day. Poor boy. The only time he got hostile was when he was with his sister. He felt threatened by her and normally got so upset that he walked out, made him self puke or punch the crap out of a wall. He had his ups and downs just like any other guy.

Trey, Thackery's best friend, but boy did they get into arguments sometimes. It was mainly over stupid things. Trey would get all upset when he'd open the fridge and their would be no food in there. So, he'd blame Thack, not knowing of his history of bulimia and his weight issue. Of course Thack would get upset because even though Trey was kidding around when he called him fat, he didn't like it. He always took things to heart when it came from friends and family. Fat jokes he really took to heart because he used to be overweight. Still, he never told Trey of this because of the fact that he thought Trey would call him a fag, or something to that effect. These two had a tough love friendship especially since Thack had morals and Trey barely had any. So, this is what made the two clash heads all the time. But time heals all wounds, so then they'd become best friends again in about an hour. Funny how these two worked.

Thackery showed his big pearly white teeth to River when she called him handsome. "Thank you, doll. I try my hardest for you. " He exclaimed as he still had that same smile planted on his face. If it got any wider, he'd probably look like the Joker. But compliments made the boys day. He knew he had to be a little bit attractive if he was dating River. After all she was completely gorgeous, he thought he was a waste of her time and he knew she could do so much better. But besides that, the fact that she called him handsome really made him feel even more happy. He was really starting to love Christmas. It bothered him most of the time, all the money he had going down the drain. The annoying Christmas songs rattling through his head. Let's not forget going Black Friday shopping, that's what really killed him. Everyone was so nasty and so aggressive trying to get presents for their kids. He could see where they were coming from though, if he had kids he would want them to have the best Christmas every year. Kids and family where something that popped up in his mind every so often. He only wanted four kids, and he wanted to make sure that they had the best childhood ever. So when everyone else was complaining, they couldn't because they never had it bad. He hated hearing others tragedies, it made him feel depressed inside. His wasn't so bad compared to the rest.

Nightmare Before Christmas wrapping paper? All you had to do is show the boy the paper and he'd get all excited. Tim Burton was his hero. He had seen almost every single one of his films twice. Even the ones he didn't enjoy like Nine and Stalk of the Celery. Every time the boy saw the Alice In Wonderland trailer he'd get all excited and he even started a little count down for it. As soon as he heard that he was re-doing Frankenweenie, that's when the boy lost it. He went nuts and pretty much texted everyone in his phone. He had the old black and white one in his room on DVD, he loved that movie so much. He could sit here for hours and ramble on about Tim Burton. He had seen his exhibit in the MOMA at least five times already and planned going back before February. He loved seeing the sketches for Mars Attacks and Oyster Boy. Like seriously one way to win his heart over was with anything Tim Burton. Beside his unhealthy obsession for Tim Burton the other thing he was in love with besides River was the show and book series, Dexter. So basically everything she got, even the wrapping paper was up his alley. Seeing the paper made him excited to open her gifts but he stayed patient as he handed her the first gift. It of course was the top that he got her. " Open this first. I wasn't sure if you'd like it and I have the receipt if you need it. But personally I think it would look great on you." He told her as he looked down at the box waiting for her to open it. He was really praying that she liked it because he could totally see her wearing it. It was cute, she was cute. So, yeah. He was saving the ring for last because of his little speech.

tagged // river/avery
word count // 1077
music // stone hearted man - anthony green
outfit // click!
notes // love them<3333
banner // © suicide season
lyrics // stiff kittens by blaqk audio
credits // oh, FORGET me not // @ Caution 2.0 <3

[*RIVER KACEY PHOENIX!]

River knew her parents would love Thack. He made her happy and honestly, that was all they cared about with River. They did everything to make Zui and Phin happy but they had to protect Zui, from getting into to trouble and make sure that Phin never sank back into drugs. She always wanted to hit herself for not watching other her two siblings better, to make sure they weren't in too much trouble even though they were. She did blame herself a few times for those mistakes and knew she shouldn't have because it was never River's fault. But like most of her family, everyone was convinced that everything was their fault and never talked about it. River...was just quiet and never hurt anyone, or did any bad things. The only horrid thing that happened to her were the fucked up relationships she was in and how she watched her sister and her brother's lives fuck up from the side lines as she wished she could help them. She knew she did most of the time when they came to her for help. She helped Phin stop drugs and with the band and Zui with...well...she didn't know. With Trey she guess, she really had no idea how she helped her sister, helping Zui was like helping...she couldn't even explain it.

Her sister never needed help (or so it seemed) or had taken it with ease. She never gave it out either. Zui kept to herself, only expressing anger and resentment towards others. River was a sweet person and people took advantage of that with her. She was too sweet sometimes, she took Zui's advise though and she toughened up over the years. Grew...a harder skin like Zui, only not as hard and she wasn't as out with her anger. She was rather quiet, letting it smolder while she just sat there. She was never a expressive person with emotions in the first place. So, it wasn't that odd to see her quiet with anger. River though, had changed since she met Thack. She wasn't quite like Zui but she grew up to defend herself unlike other times where she was just completely useless as she let guys hit and cheat on her. She was happy though, now she was with Thack and never wanted it to change. This was what she wanted and she wanted to keep it that way. It was simply perfection to her and if he thought otherwise then he was wrong because she knew he was everything and she always kept him updated about it. She made sure Thack knew that he was her everything.

Honestly, it made her smile when Thack smiled. "You shouldn't though. You are always handsome." She said as a smile pressed against her lips. She felt her heart pound against her ribcage. He always did that, he always made her stomach have butterflies and her heart to start racing. She never knew why she had someone as good as him. Someone who was caring like him. She always thought she was going to be stuck with douche bag after douche bag who just hurt her over and over again till she had enough. River never thought she'd end up with someone like Thack, never in her life. But when she met him, it was like instant love at first sight. She never fell so hard and she didn't care, he was there and not anyone else. It wasn't before long till they started talking and then dating. That's when she knew that she loved him so much. So much, that she would do anything for him if he wanted her to. Anything and that was hard with River. She just didn't do anything, like her sister. She was stubborn on some things and very hard to change her mind. But he could so easily. He had that power over her and she didn't care because she wanted him to. If it made her sound selfish then she didn't know why it did. But she wanted to be with him forever so much it hurt sometimes, to know that the future could tear them apart. She just hoped not, because she knew for sure that he was the one. She wanted to give him his presents though, she wanted him to smile again, just so she would. She would keep giving him compliments till he told her to stop because she just couldn't sometimes. She wanted him to know that she'd never stop loving him unless he wanted her to. Even then it would be hard for her. They were just so close and she could barely think about what would happen if they broke up or anything of the sort.

River saw the excitement in Thack's eyes as she pulled out the boxes with the Nightmare Before Christmas wrapping paper. She giggled softly. That was one of the reasons she was so in love with him. He got excited over Tim Burton like she did. But she was terribly in love with anything that Johnny Depp did, early stuff like Cry Baby...Which was and still is her favorite movie till this day. She could sit down and watch it over and over again, till she couldn't watch it no more. Which never happened because she always seem to watch it all the time. She didn't care though, she made him sit and watch it with her a lot as she cuddled up next to him. She loved watching movies or shows with Thack, which is why she got him the first series of Dexter and the books which she was probably going to steal from him so she could read them all. Yes, she was a reader and a big one at that. She never refused to read a book. If she didn't love music so much she would of been a writer. But music was always her first passion. Her life revolved around her band, music, art, books and Thack mostly. She looked down at the box he was holding and grinned. "I know I'll love it." She said as she opened it up. She nearly gasps. It was the same top she was looking at a few weeks ago but couldn't get because she spent her money on gifts. "Holy shit, I love it Thack. I've been looking at this since I went shopping but couldn't get it." She said as she leaned forward and kissed him. After she pulled away, she handed him the bag. "Might as well get mine done. I'm sure you'll like them." She said as she smiled and swatted the bangs away from her piercing blue eyes.

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tag;; THACK
muse;; ehh
notes;;socute
outfit;; outfit hurr
lyrics;; kids in love - mayday parade
credit;; alee or quietlikethesnow* of caution 2.0[/center]

[*THACKERY GAVIN PARKER!]

Thackery and his siblings never really got into a large amount of trouble. His older brother, who was also named River, was a doctor and they always got a long. He could remember playing football in the backyard with him like it was just yesterday. They used to hang out all the time when he lived with them. Thack shared a room with him, so yeah they were pretty damn close. His sister Tegan hear used to hang out a lot with too after his older brother left. He was just four years older then her. He loved driving her every where and hanging out with her, she was always fun to go get a meal with or talk to her about his problems. He still did that sometimes, she helped him with River and how to confront his feelings along with Jaylynn. If it wasn't for those two he had no idea how he'd live. They we're always so helpful. We all know his relationship with Joelle, and how two hated each other. His sister who was six, he loved. She was so cute and sweet. He loved his sweet little Nadia, especially when she'd call him from Tegan's phone and tell him how much she missed him and how she couldn't wait to see him. She'd also fill him on their new puppy and how her day at kindergarten went. He truly loved her. Benji was his other brother who he talked to often and got a long with, but there was always some friction between the two considering the fact that he was incredibly jealous that Benjamen got the most normal name and he had received Thackery. He liked his name and all, but he thought it could have been a little bit more normal. Sometimes he wished it was Gavin Thackery instead of the other way around. But, like I said they never really got into trouble. The worst thing that ever happened was when Thackery was found out for his bulimia and his sister tried to cover for him. His parents got really mad at Tegan for trying to cover it up. But hey, they loved each other.

Always handsome? Was she joking? "No I'm not. River, we all know you're the beauty in this relationship." He assured nodding his head gently. He always had a problem accepting compliments, he was very modest. He never thought that he would have a relationship that actually meant something to him. Thackery was pretty sure that he was going to be forty-five, divorced and having joint custody of the kids. He could probably only fake a loving someone for so long. With River though, it wasn't fake. You could just tell by how excited he got when he spotted her a distance, he'd try and gussy up. If it was anyone else, he'd probably deal with the beads of sweat dripping down his forehead and wouldn't care that his hair looked like he just rolled out of bed. Just as she would do anything, so would he. He would kill for this girl. He never really wanted to think about them not being together, he totally would want to have a family with her if she was up for it. Of course not now though, he was only twenty two years old and he wanted to go out and have the most fun possible with River and his band. Thackery didn't want to be changing diapers or worrying if his child got fed or needed more attention. That wasn't him, yet.

Thackery loved Johnny Depp as much as she did but not in the "i'd bang you" sense. He was so envious of his great ability to act and take on any role and give the character so much personality. He honestly loved when he did Sweeney Todd, his voice was so amazing. He just completely envied him in every way shape and form. He was perfect. If he could be Johnny Depp for a day he totally would. Not only did he love him in Tim Burton movies, but also in What's Eating Gilford Grape. He cried like a baby when he saw that, he wasn't going to lie. It was just him and Jaylynn and when the mother died they both we're grabbing at the tissue box. Her tissues we're caked with black make up and his were so wet that they began to tore. Poor boy. When it came down to his Dexter books, he kept them all safe in his room. He never let anyone touch them unless they were completely careful and actually wanted to read them. He never offered anyone to borrow them either, they always had to ask. Any other book he'd completely hand over, including his favorite House of Leaves. He could read that book over and over again. It was absolutely beautiful. The novel once made him have an anxiety attack he was so nervous from reading it. It was graciously written. Thackery got all excited when she said she was looking at the other day. He was glad that she liked it, and he could tell she wasn't lying because of the sweet kiss she panted on his lips. He kissed her back rather passionately but pulled away to hand her the second gift. That was the shoes that he bought her. After handing his second gift he grabbed the bag.

He pulled a gift out and opened it rather rapidly. He couldn't wait to see what it was. Dexter The First Season. He probably just jizzed himself. He was madly in love with the Dexter series and totally had a mancrush Michael C Hall. "This is the best thing anyone could have ever gotten me," He exclaimed as he flipped it over and began to read the back. He used to have all the seasons but when Trey got mad at him, he threw them out the bus window. That was the day that a little part of Thackery died inside. He wasn't going to lie. "Now, I am extremely eager to open up the rest of the gifts." He added as he looked back up at her. Dexter made him so happy. He had a small obsession with blood, and if he didn't make it as an artist that was his second career choice. A forensic analyst specializing in blood spatters. It would be the perfect career for him besides jumping around and singing on a stage. He was thinking about doing online college in the Spring and try to get a degree in forensics. Besides that, he waited excitedly for her to open her second present because after she opened hers. He was going to open his.

tagged // river/avery
word count // 1124
music // stone hearted man - anthony green
outfit // click!
notes // love them<3333
banner // © suicide season
lyrics // stiff kittens by blaqk audio
credits // oh, FORGET me not // @ Caution 2.0 <3

[*RIVER KACEY PHOENIX!]

River...always had a strong relationship with her brother and sister. More with Phineas than Zui. She knew that her older sister (by two minutes) was...distant from the rest. She blamed herself for their parents death and everything, even though River and Phin continued to tell her it wasn't her fault. She knew how she felt though, she would feel the same way if a ganged killed her parents. But, Zui had told them she only told them that they killed themselves for their protection. She knew, that she had a older brother from her father's first marriage. He was grown up though, twenty years older than them. She never talked to him though, never in their lives have they talked to him. Once they did though and that was when he was at their parents funeral. She remembered how he offered to take care of them but Zui's boss turned him down, telling him that he had it all taken care of, so that they could stay in Vegas. She would of been scared if she was taken away from her home town and she knew Zui and Phin would be too especially since James lived there. and it would be hard to separate the two. James kept her sister sane for the most part and she had wanted to keep it that way. Till he died though and she was caught in the middle. Christmas that year was horrible for all three of them. Being stuck in the hospital as she waited for the doctors to tell them that Zui had a chance to survive without living with permanent damage. She knew during thunderstorms or rainstorms. Her sister's body hurt from most of the broken bones. Something the weather did to her and River couldn't help but feel bad about it. She knew that the three got into fights all the time.It always ended up with them getting along in the end and stop yelling and everything. Their fights got ugly due to Zui having temperament issues. She had to dodge flying objects and make sure no one else got into the way of their violent fights. Heck, she remembered getting stitches from Zui's throwing of the mugs. She still had the scar on her forehead. But it was hidden by her hair. She of course, forgave her sister for it. She couldn't control Zui's temper. It was hard to control anything with that girl. The two rarely got into a fight that would have them never talking for more than a day. In the end they talked it out, which she never thought would happen but it did and she couldn't be more happier that her sister could work out her problems like that. Also, a bit scary at the same time but at least they were making progress.


River could only just shake her head when he spoke. He was always saying that. She never really understood why she couldn't handle him saying that to her. She wasn't that pretty or at least she thought. She knew he thought differently. "You know...You have to stop saying that...because it's not true. You're fucking hott and sometimes I don't understand why you picked me and why you love me." She said as she looked him dead in the eyes. God, she loved him so much. She couldn't bare to hear him....not take the compliments well. She loved him too much. So much more than anyone else and here he was saying this. River just looked at him, she always....always got happy when he was around, when she watched him on stage she wanted him to sing to her all the time. Just sing to her and she would be so happy with her life. She was always dying to hear his voice when she slept next to him. She loved just being near him. Sometimes she thought of themselves (as pathetic as it was) like Bella and Edward. They couldn't be away from each other and she couldn't survive without him. Every time they kissed she would just..smile like a idiot and get all giggly. Like a school girl. God, he was everything.

River was always a good reader. She read many books all the time and most of the time you couldn't find her not reading one. She loved them so much she had a million stacked in her bunk. Fantasy, horror anything she could get her hands on. As Thack kissed her back, she never wanted him to let go. She hated that feeling. She smiled as she opened his presents,knowing Trey had thrown them out of the window of the bus. Thack nearly killed him and she calmed him down. She always was good at calming people down, talking them down from their anger. That's why she was so good with Zui. She smiled as she took the gift from him and opened it. She looked at the shoes and grinned. God, he knew exactly where to go to get into her heart. She couldn't see herself living without him now. "Did anyone ever tell you that....you are just amazing...and that...if I ever lose you..I would die?" She asked as she kissed him. She couldn't wait for him to open his next present. She was always watching him swing his mics and banging them up. She knew he needed a new one. Sometimes...when River was day dreaming, she would think about the future, if she would still be with him. She knew she was going too but..their kids everything. She didn't have it planned out. She just knew that it was going to happen and she would do anything..he wanted.

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tag;; THACK
muse;; ehh
notes;;socute
outfit;; outfit hurr
lyrics;; kids in love - mayday parade
credit;; alee or quietlikethesnow* of caution 2.0[/center]

[*THACKERY GAVIN PARKER!]

Thackery was very thankful for both of his parents to be very much alive. He loved them ever so dearly and could not imagine life without them. Even though they got into fights and constantly got frustrated with Thackery, he loved them. When they found out he was causing himself to throw up everything they ate, they we're so afraid and angry with him. Why couldn't he just accept his body? Why couldn't he just eat healthier? What did they raise? Those were the questions that flowed through their mind the second they found him leave the bathroom that one faithful afternoon. His oldest brother had been hinting that there was something wrong with Thackery, he could tell he was bulimic by the way the acid was slowly staining his teeth. He told his brother to watch him eat and then see where he would end up next. They did this, they made him a lunch consisting of a red jello and a small chicken cesar salad. He always ate jello first, so when he was puking everything up when he finally got to the jello he knew he was almost done. So, they followed him to the bathroom and pressed their ears to the door. They heard him gagging and puking. This made Marcella's eyes tear up. When they brought the issue up, Tegan tried to say it was her throwing up because of her stomach ache. But they knew that it was Thackery and they were not pleased. They almost sent him away to a rehab center in Dallas, Texas. That's when he told him he could stop on his own, and for the first time he called them the shittiest parents a boy could ever have. He still regrets every saying this to his parents. Ever time he goes into a deep thought about regrets this is the first thing that pops up. Thackery was suppose to love his parents, not call them the shittiest ones. He felt disgusted with himself when it happened. What if he had no parents? But the fact that they we're going to send him away made him feel horrible inside, but he just didn't want to go to a rehab center. With other teens who had problems and probably whined more then anything? He just didn't see it to be fit. Plus, he'd probably just fall in love with another girl with an eating disorder there and that would probably make it worse. He'd learn how to hide it better more then to cure it. Sometimes Thack wondered if he went to the rehab, would he have ever met River? Would Trey replaced him? He knew Trey would have kicked him out of the band. Trey was so serious about the band, so he didn't really didn't ponder on this so much. Anyways, he never got over his disorder and he constantly battles with it. Poor kid.

When she said that she had no idea why he was with her he just let out a chuckle and gave her a funny look when she called him hot. Sometimes Thackery believed she was the blind one and not Storm or whatever that girls name was. He was not hot, was she mad? Well, there was a lot of girls who would do anything to get in his pants but before River he'd be like 'eh, you don't want me.' and he totally would refuse to have sex with anyone. Then after River he was fine with having sex with her. She meant something to him, and he knew it just wouldn't be a one night stand. "Babe, I'm the farthest thing from hot. I picked you because you are absolutely flawless in every way shape and form. I picked you because you have the loveliest voice I have ever heard and your personality shines brighter then anyone I have ever met. You're the most beautiful, scratch that, breathtaking girl my eyes have ever set upon." He explained with a huge grin on his face. All of the above was completely true on why he picked her to be his girl. He loved just about everything about her. Even the few flaws she did have, it made him love her even more. How cute is that? Very. He had no idea what would have happened if he had never met her. That's one thing he thanked 'god' for. Not going to rehab and being able to be with River. Singing, oh he loved singing to her. Anything she wanted to hear he'd be more then happy to sing it to her. One thing he loved was writing songs about how much he loved her. She was the main thought of most of the songs he wrote. These two were just so cute, that you just wanted to squeeze them. I adore them, oh so much. Thackery's good friend Pierce was pretty jealous that they had such a close and cute relationship. Thack could see why, after all they we're with each other very often and always showed each other affection. A couple people even suggested that he should just get her name tattooed on his body. He thought about it a couple times. After all even if they did break up, he was convinced that he would always love her. She was the most influential thing in his life. They just ooze adorableness.

Boy, did she know everything right to say to him. I swear, if his smile grew any larger it would just explode off of his face. "Yes, you tell me this all the time. Even when you don't I'm very much aware of it." He said kissing her back gently this time. He knew after they unwrapped everything there would be plenty of time for them to kiss and that would probably lead to other things. After she began to open the shoes that's when began to open his gift. It was a brand new microphone and with this he got all excited. He felt like he was 12 and at Toys R Us, that's how thrilled he was with both of his gifts. They both we're fantastic and he knew the rest of his gifts wouldn't disappoint him at all. People told Thackery that it was very difficult to shop for him, well he didn't believe that now since River basically got him everything he could ever want in just two gifts. After he opened his and she opened her second one that's when he handed her the small box in wrapping paper. He had no idea why he wrapped it after he thought about it. He felt like an idiot, but hey it would buy him 2.5 seconds to see her wonder about it. Ha ha. Anyways, after he handed to her he got a bit nervous. Now was the perfect time to let her know how he felt. "This gift, is just a promise that one day we're going to get married. That sometime soon I'm going to propose to you. It might be next week or next year but I promise you it's going to happen. I don't think I could ever fall out of love with you. I believe that you we're made for me." Thackery exclaimed both with excitement and a bit of nervousness. He had no idea how she would react to this. That's what made him a little jumpy but he had a feeling she would reply to this in the most positive way possible. That eased him a little bit.

tagged // river/avery
word count // 1262
music // electric feel - mgmt
outfit // click!
notes // love them<3333
banner // © suicide season
lyrics // stiff kittens by blaqk audio
credits // oh, FORGET me not // @ Caution 2.0 <3

[*RIVER KACEY PHOENIX!]

River's relationship with her parents before they died wasn't tense at all. They thought she was the good kid. Staying out of trouble and not causing any trouble. Which was something she couldn't say for the other two siblings. Zui couldn't even go to school because of the fights she would start with someone who just simply stared at her straight in the eyes. Her sister...was much more than a angry person. She was just pure violent. She knew the only three people that could even bring Zui down to one of those states where she could talk without screaming obscenities or throwing punches would be Amanda, Jonathen and Phineas. She knew that she couldn't even get close to her sister when she was going Rambo. Her parents couldn't do anything about it but keep her home schooled. She remembered coming home from school to see Zui had already left and walking the streets with James, who just never went to school. The two of them would come back in a few hours. She was most of the time covered in cuts and James would follow and they would go up to the room and do god knows what. Most of the time she heard numerous voices and guessed they were having a call with their gang boss. It was scary. To realize that her sister was a ex gang member. Sometimes she would stare and think 'how the fuck did that happen' and wasn't able to shake the feeling off that her sister was more than dangerous with a knife. She had heard from the streets how the brunette that she called her sister was pretty fucking deadly. River refused to believe it though. While her parents were juggling Zui's ongoing gang life. They had Phineas. Who was...well more or less a drug addict at the time. He was addicted to everything and Zui supplied it to him because well, business came between family. That was one thing River never understood. She was the better of the three of them unless you consider her murdering people a bad thing. She wasn't sure though. She guessed Zui was the worse though. She knew she killed people and her sister never kept it a secret. Although, River did and Zui knew what River did. She just trusted her sister to never say anything. Which she hasn't. Yet of course. But, her parents really always took care of the other two, paying a little bit of attention to River when the other two were out somewhere fucking up. She knew she had to take care of them sometimes. She just didn't know how to go about it. When they died she sent Phineas to rehab against his will and then Zui's boss died and the car accident. Her sister seemed to drop it all. Which she was happy about, she wasn;t happy about the chronic depression Zui suffered from though. She could tell her sister was hiding things that no one knew. She just kept that all to herself. Not wanting to piss her off.

Sometimes she wondered about Thackery, why she was ever with him and all of that. She didn't know why he kept her around because honestly, she looked at her family and saw how dysfunctional they all were. It was a wonder she hadn't messed up anything between them yet. She made him do some things that she wasn't even sure how she could make him do it. Killing people. She bit down on her bottom lip softly. River wasn't sure what it was about her that kept him there. She made him do things that no one should ever make someone do and she wasn't sure how long that was going to last till he just gave out and told her he wasn't going to do it. It reminded her much of the book Of Mice and Men except they were under different circumstances. Everything was different though. The odd way the tour worked. When she heard him speak she smiled, she loved hearing his voice all the time. Complimenting her. She wrapped her arms around him and sighed. "Thack, you..are the amazing one....Like sometimes I wonder why you do everything I ask you. The horrible things I ask you do. I love you so much. You are the most...No, you are the only person in my life that I wouldn't be able to give up. If someone took you away from me I'd kill them. I can't lose you because you are honestly, the most wonderful person I ever met and you light up my whole world." She spoke with so much honesty as she smiled at him. She didn't know what she would do if she never ever met him. Sure, she would still be in the band and everything. But she couldn't ever see herself with anyone but him. He was the one that she spent most of her time with and she never got bored of him and everything that he did amazed her. She would spend her whole life cuddling with him and have him sing to her. She didn't care. He meant that much to her. He wasn't some one night stand or some stupid boyfriend that never meant anything. He meant everything. His flaws just made her love him more and all his problems. She just wanted to fix immediately. She would do anything to fix any problem he has. She couldn't ever be the one to hurt him either. She just couldn't comprehend hurting him.

His smile made her smile all the time. Especially when it go big and everything. "Mm, I hope you do because it won't ever change." She said as she kissed him back and sighed happily. Honestly, things couldn't get any better. Now she was waiting for her last present and she handed him the box that had it while he handed her a small box. She looked at it and then back at him then at it again. As she began to open it he spoke and she looked up at him, grinning as she opened the box. "Oh Thack, it's amazing. I love you so so so much. We are made for each other. I believe in it so much. You have no idea how much I want to marry you and stay with you and everything. " She told him as she slipped the ring on and hugged him tightly. She kissed him as she pulled away, slipping her arms around his neck. "I love you Thackery Gavin Parker more than anything in the world." She told him as she smiled. He was everything and she wasn't going to start thinking what would happen if he left her now.

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tag;; THACK
muse;; ehh
notes;;socute
outfit;; outfit hurr
lyrics;; kids in love - mayday parade
credit;; alee or quietlikethesnow* of caution 2.0[/center]