**my minds in D I S T U R B I A [trey]

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► i'm having a stare off with my cat, Oreo. its strange... cats don't really blink often, i've lost twice now.

► i left the tour bus for a few nights despite my brother telling me things would be find... fuckthat, i'm not taking the risk.

► so here i am... curled up in my blankets with my laptop. i'm in so.much.fucking.pain. its hard to talk. anyways... someone out there who's not going to verbally abuse me who wants to talk...?

► i need to be saved from myself.

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trey! on the dance floor,
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hello storm.
i think we need to talk.
like super badly.

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► ohai thar trey.

► well the only way we're going to be able to talk right now is over here... cause yeah... i'm guessing you heard.

► whatsup buttercup?

► lemme guess... something to do with zui?

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yeah it is.
why did you tell her we slept together?
everyone thinks we're something more then friends
and i really just want us to be friends.
i think of you as a sister in a sense.
well a step sister, because then its okay to hook up with.
but that's besides the point.

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► you know what's funny... every time we get into my fight, my words are always twisted.

► i never said anything about us sleeping together... or making out, i didn't even imply anything like that. i was in a bad mood and just told her to hurry the fuck up and confess to you (cause it was obvious she liked you)

► then BAM, my face is all fucked up and i'm on the verge of leaving... i just... want to go back to australia where things weren't so hard. things have gone in reverse and my personality has gone back to how it was when my... wait, dw.

► i've never said anything about us being more than friends either. we are friends... and that's it. sure, we've had random hookups and such, but we were both completely off our face and shit happens. it's not like we can control ourselves...

► mygod, seriously, i think people would just be happy if i wasn't even here.

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oh come on storm.
stop being a baby. maybe you deserved it?
you should have never kept your mouthing running.
you and i both know that zui is a loaded cannon.
i wouldn't be happy if you left, you're one of my good friends
and it would be a shame if you left just because one little incident.

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► being a baby? how the fuck can you say that trey when you don't know what is going on in my life besides this bullshit?

► this whole incident has been the bullets being put into my barrel, and one more fucked up incident and down everything blows. i'm not mentally healthy anymore.

► deserved it? this has been going on ever since the tour started and we started talking.. do you know what its like going back to my tour bus with cuts and bruises and having to lie to my brothers face? to the other band members.

► i just can't help myself sometimes... i got that from zane, and i just... i don't fucking know anymore. yeah well, i never would've thought she'd be as low as hitting a blind girl.

► but it's just so hard here... i hate it, if you're not friends with one person, the whole place is turned on you in an instant. it reminds me of meangirls, except i never actually was apart of the stupid cliquey shit. and it's not only this that's making me want to leave...

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oh come on storm. this is bullsh!t. just suck it up. take one for the team.
well in your case take twenty hits for the team. haha i made a funny.
i hope you laugh at that instead of b!tching at me.
no, i don't know any of that and you shouldn't lie to their face.
you should tell them that zui wrecked you.
come on don't be a liar.
BLIND?! well you fiound my d!ck a little too easy for a blind person.
& how can you im me if your blind?
you're lying again, storm.
oh come on don't be a baby.

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► i already have you knub. what do you think the scars that keep randomly appearing are from, hmmm? twenty hits for the team...? i don't get it.

► i'm sorry about bitching at you, okay? i'm just, blah, not coping very well with situations that have been arising.

► i lie to him because i hate being a burden on him... for years, he's been there to be my mental support and to keep from doing... well, things. there's always been this nagging thought at the back of my head that he really doesn't like helping me and actually doesn't want to know and help... so i keep things to myself and try to come up with a lie... even if it sucks.

► i feel like such a waste of space when things like this happen. i'm not as bad as everyone thinks... i'm not even a whore either, i barely sleep with anyone.

► hah... well... what if i told you that whenever sex comes into it, my vision becomes clear again? oh...wait... shit, cover blown. i'm not really... blind, i've put on the act for years after my parents were murdered by my dads cliental (he was a drug dealer&weapon specialist). i don't like making eye contact with people because everytime i do, i remember the look in the killers eyes.

► oh wow... i said too much. and don't call me a baby! please... just stop before the word vomit starts.

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didn't she get you like twenty times? i wasn't there but i heard it was bad.
it's fine i'm used to all the bitching. i have a sister.
oh?
and i knew it! but whatever whatever floats your boat kid.
your little blind secret is safe with me.
fine, storm your not a baby. you just need time to relax.
why don't you go to a spa or something?

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► no... i wouldn't say twenty. more like... five? kicked my legs out from underneath me, slapped me, shoved, pulled hair then punched. eh, i bit my tongue which was one of the reasons i was bleeding do much. believe it or not, they had to stitch the thing up, which was weird. it feels all funky =S

► hah, i grew up with 3 brothers... so they kind of rubbed off on me after awhile.

► oh..? what was the oh part for? the part about why i don't tell people things...? ugh man i'm slow today. i apologise in advance.

► mmm... its weird, isn't it? but yeah, i saw the whole thing take place whilst i was hiding in the cupboard of my parents room. hah, thanks trey =], knew i could trust you. if you told anyone... well, i dunno, i'd probably smack you or something with my cane. wait... i haven't got that anymore cause i broke it out of anger... awman.

► a spa? ehhhh... i'm not big on the whole pampering deal. =S my idea of relaxing is coming to my bands apartment for awhile...cause it just helps me escape things when they get rough.

► so... okay, theres a nagging in my head that's forcing me to ask this... did something happen between you and zui? idunno why, just... gut feeling i guess.

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wow. she really did abuse you. i kinda feel bad now.
but i bet it was like a good thing to see. i loved high school only because of the fights.
yeah so you understand how i can take all the whining and crap.
the whole lying thing you said previous.
yeah. well sorry to hear that your parents are dead.
and no problem.
but if you did attack me with a cane, i'd attack you with zui.
ahaha. alright all zui puns must stop now.
yeah i know what you mean. i get a hotel room every once in awhile.
we're dating. thats all.

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► eh... please don't. i kinda think it's just a huge misunderstanding or something... but i doubt that's gonna stop her from thinking i'm somehow gonna steal you. i'm chasing my own person... and it's not doing so well. sigh.

► we never had that violent fights in Australia. everyone was knew everyone, and we talked to people we usually didn't hang with if we needed to... there were the occasional bitch fests where girls starting screaming and yelling at each other, but i tried to steer clear of that and stick to being annonymous.

► mhm, i completely understand now. we all used to bicker at each other for the stupidest things and my yongest brothers were always the ones to whine because we ganged up on them. it was all fun and games, but they didn't understand sometimes.

► ooohhhh, alrightythen. i'm with you now ^_^ its always how i've been, and i dunno if i can change. even though i do trust the people in my band, especially my brother, i will always still have that bloody nagging voice at the back of my head. ughh, i wish there was some way of just ripping it out.

► eh, they died 9 years ago. i can talk about it fine, unless it gets way too deep into things, then i'll change the subject. and noooo not again. i don't want to be attacked by her againnnn, i hate being beaten up. crushes my ego even more than it's already damaged. i wish she would just stop, but no, as long as i keep in contact with you, she'll keep doing it. they've even dedicated fucking songs about me >__< irri-freaking-tating.

► yes, stop with them please. and don't use her as a threat either, cause i've got zane... eh, except he wouldn't hit a girl even if it was for me. shit. well, there goes that plan, hah. mm, its just good to get away every now and then so you can think freely. and i also missed my kitten, Oreo, our housekeepers been looking after her for me.

► wait, wait, wait. WHAT?! wow.... never expected that to happen so quick... but i just have to say this, OHTHANKFUCKFORTHAT! she'll be off my case now... ohwait, no she won't. JESUSCHRIST, i'll have to cut all ties with you now D: cause if i keep talking to you, the bashing is more likely going to continue. bah-freaking-humbug.